company of her grandmother in a very long while.
Perhaps that was the real reason why grandfather had insisted his wife accompany Pippa on her journey. Grandmother was suddenly happier than Pippa had ever seen her: giddy and vain, flirting with every attractive gentleman she met, regardless of age. Had she been like that at home lately? If so, it must have hurt grandfather to see the love ofhis life diminish, if she, indeed, was diminishing. Or maybe he only wanted Pippaâs opinion on the matter. Grandfather moved in mysterious ways. Sheâd have to listen more closely to her grandmother to know how her mind was working now. But tonight she had to listen most closely to Lord Montrose.
It was true sheâd got herself up like a lady on her way to a grand ball. She knew the gown flattered her to the point that even she caught her breath when sheâd seen her reflection. It had been designed to show off her curves. But he didnât have to know that this was her newest and best gown. And in truth, where else could she wear it? She wasnât invited to dances and balls anymore. She was an engaged woman whose fiancé had disappeared. She didnât know if she was expected to mourn or to go into seclusion any more than her friends did. She wasnât available, and so she couldnât dance or flirt because then sheâd seem to be fishing for unattached gentlemen. So she was left to herself except for the occasional invitation to tea.
And, she admitted, she wanted to see Montroseâs reaction to her tonight. Surely, he couldnât remain unmoved. If he continued to be snide and sarcastic, sheâd know that he simply didnât like females. If he made up to her, heâd be a cad. She froze as a newthought came to her. Maybe he was married! She felt weird relief, and vague disappointment.
But whether he was a woman hater, a cad, or a married man, she likely wouldnât see him again soon, and so sheâd not experience that curious tug toward him coupled with the urge to flee from him. She didnât know if that pleased her or not.
âCome, Grandmamma,â she said. âHeâll be sure to say something unpleasant if weâre late.â
Her grandmother rose. âNot to me, my dear,â she said.
Pippa took her arm and looked down at her. That was when she noticed that her grandmother had a dusting of rouge on her wrinkled cheeks, a smudge of blacking above both eyelids, and a glaze of color on her lips.
âGrandmother!â she said. âYouâre wearing paint!â
Her grandmother winked a sooty eyelid. âIâm not so old as to forget how to make up to my best advantage. It was all the rage in my youth. I gave it up because your grandfather never noticed after we were wed, so what was the point? You know, my love,â she said, peering up at Pippa, âyou could do with a pinch of color in your face too. Lord Montrose looks like a judge of female beauty. You do want him to notice, donât you? Why else would you have worn your grandest gown?â
Pippa swallowed her answer.
âThere,â her grandmother said. âNow youâre nice and pink. Shall we go?â
They made their way down the stair to the downstairs dining room. The place smelled of antique wood, polish, woodsmoke from many hearths, and the lingering scents of dinners long past. It was oddly homey and comforting, but Pippa couldnât see the point to staying on here much longer. That meant sheâd go home and remain in seclusion. It made her want to scream or saddle a horse and ride off into the night. Sheâd seldom felt so powerless.
Pippa steeled herself for the coming encounter. Maybe sheâd discover it would all be over soon: Noel found, her future restored. She doubted it, though. She didnât want to creep home in defeat, whatever happened. Sheâd started on an adventure and was loath to end it however it was to end.
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