took a deep breath and knocked the
top of the carriage with his cane. “Enough.”
The door was opened and he alighted. He held
his hand out to assist Amelia. “My dear, if I could do it over
and save Miss Underwood from all the pain I have caused I would
marry her and be a miserable drunken sod for the rest of my
days. But I still think that she will be much happier without
me. Let us go in and see what my punishment is to be. Whatever
it is, I am sure we agree I deserve much more.”
Amelia took his hand, stepping down. She
looked into his sad eyes and pushed her anger down; tonight
reminded her too much of her own brush with scandal and she was
finding it hard to keep her emotions calm. “No, you don’t.
I am getting you mixed up with another drunken fool who
shattered a young girl’s naiveté. Forgive me, my emotions
are too close to the surface tonight.”
He bowed, kissing her gloved hand. “If Robin
hadn’t beaten that shabbaroon to a pulp, I would have shot him.
In the bollocks.”
Amelia gasped and looked to see if anyone was
close enough to hear, then snapped her fan against his arm.
“Jameson, really!” But she ascended the stairs in a much better
mood.
Jameson and Lady Beckham entered first,
followed by Robin and Amelia. The loud and boisterous crowd
slowly quieted as they descended into the party, but they simply
continued towards the Grathams.
The quiet rankled, but Amelia had walked this
battlefield before, and with much higher consequences for
failure. Oh, Jameson would feel the sting, but he was a man with
a title. An unmarried man with a title and a fortune. Society
would be more than willing to overlook his lapse in judgment, if
only for the chance to throw their daughters at him again.
The Grathams welcomed all of them warmly, but
the fawning was for Jameson. “Oh, Lord Nighting. You honor us
with your presence tonight.”
“Thank you for the invitation.”
“Not at all, not at all. You remember my
daughter, Lady Gertrude.”
“Of course. I hope you have room on your
card, Lady Gertrude.”
Amelia smiled at Jameson and allowed Robin to
lead her off. She was glad to know that unmarried men of title
had their own punishments after all.
She circulated the room, listening for quiet
voices behind fans, whispered giggles, contemptuous looks.
Clarice’s standing had always been in much
graver danger than Jameson’s and Amelia had acted accordingly.
The girl had no title, small fortune, and few connections—at least
when compared to her former fiancé. It would have been
natural for society to put themselves in the Earl’s corner and
Amelia had worked hard to fight that.
But now Jameson was her main concern. Of
course she wanted him to feel the sting of his reprehensible
behavior; no man should escape his obligations easily, especially
the self-made variety. No matter how much money or
connections or beauty a man had, it was a bad precedent to let
him act outside the acceptable bonds of society without
suffering for it.
At the same time, she did not want him to be
ostracized. She wanted him to know that he could not treat some
other girl in the same dastardly manner. However, she did not
want him to lose his societal standing permanently and not be
able to marry at all when the time came. It was a fine line she
had set for herself, but she did so love a challenge.
She listened to some whispers, chatted with a
few ladies known to have loose tongues, and decided that Jameson
would be okay, at least for the night. His reputation as a
devil-may-care dandy had gained while his face and fortune
remained quite impressive. Amelia had already heard more than
one lady say that if she were ever so lucky as to catch
Lord Nighting, one could be assured it would be a short
engagement.
Jameson, for his part, danced and smiled and
bantered with every woman who crossed his path. He