knowâI only know one of them, theâthe leader, I guess. He asked me to deliver the note.â
âAnd whatâs he like?â
âOh, heâs very handsome, my lady,â Alison said. âHeâs I donât knowâvery persuasive. A personality like sparks flying. You should meet him, my lady.â
The princess said back, satisfied. It was clear now. A young woman in love with a handsome young man who persuades her to deliver a note. Perhaps there was no revolution at all, perhaps there was just this young man. There was no threat to the palace, she could be sure of that. She had done her duty. She could let the harpist go.
And yetâand yet there was something else, something that intrigued her. âHow old are you, Alison?â
âNineteen, my lady.â
âNineteen,â the princess said. âHow long have you been playing the harp?â
âOh, all my life, lady,â Alison said, laughing. âI got my first harp as a child, for my sixth birthday.â
âBut to play for the kingâyoung women generally donâtââ
âIâve been playing for my supper since I was ten, my lady,â Alison said.
âYes?â the princess said, hoping the girl would go on, unable to ask more questions.
âIâm from the north, my lady,â Alison said. She spoke flatly now, without emotion. âMy house was burned by the kingâs armies when I was ten years old. Iâm an orphan, my lady.â
âSoâso am I!â the princess said, delighted to have something in common with her.
âI know, my lady,â Alison said.
The princess stopped. Of course Alison knew. No doubt the whole country knew. No doubt Alison had even sung songs about the orphan who had married a prince. When would she stop being so stupid?
And Alisonâthings had not gone as well for her. She was very plain, flat face, flat nose, her green northern eyes too wide and too far apart. Not even the revolutionary would be interested in her. âAnd then?â the princess said. âWhat happened then?â
âI dressed as a boy and made my way here,â Alison said. âTo the capital.â
âA boy?â the princess said.
âOh, yes,â Alison said. âIâve done itâIâve had to do itâmany times since then, to travel. A boy or a man. Itâs not very difficult.â
âListen,â the princess said suddenly, impulsively. âCould youâI mean, would you like to give me harp lessons? Thatâs something a lady should know, isnât it? How to play the harp?â
Alison smiled for the first time. âYes, my lady,â she said. âI would love to.â
Somehow the harp lessons were fit into the princessâs schedule. The prince made no objection. Alison told her about her life, about the time she had sailed on a merchant ship because she had no money, the time she had played in an alehouse and spotted in the audience the man who had burned her house, the time she had lived in the woods and hunted to stay alive. Gradually the lessons on the harp stopped and the two women would talk instead. Alison learned to stop calling her âmy lady.â
And gradually the princess began to tell Alison about herself. The princeâs eyesight was failing, like the kingâs, and he was coming back from the hunt in worse and worse temper. She felt, she told Alison, as if she should know what to do, as if there were some court pleasure that would keep him occupied but she had never learned what it was. She could not confide in any of the ladies-in-waiting. When the prince was away she would remember how he had loved her, remember the look in his eyes when he had found her after all his searching, and she would try not to cry.
Alison continued to see the revolutionary and to tell the princess a little about his plans. The princess felt as if she should be telling the prince what she