I comer,
"Why not?" Dickstein looked at his watch. "We've just got time to wash.
Come to my room in five minutes."
They parted, and Karen went into the showers. A kibbutz was the best place
to be an orphan, she thought as she took off her clothes. McAtie's parents
were both dead-the father blown up in the attack on the Golan Heights
during the last war, the mother killed a year earlier in a shoot-out with
Fedayeen. Both had been close friends of Dickstein. It was a tragedy for
the child, of course; but he still slept in the same bed, ate in the same
room, and had almost one hundred other adults to love and care for him-he
was not foisted onto unwilling aunts or aging grandparents or, worst of
all, an orphanage. And he had Dickstein.
When she had washed off the dust Karen put on clean clothes and went to
Dickstein's room. Mottie was already there, sifting on Dickstein's lap,
sucking his thumb and listening to Treavure Island in Hebrew. Dickstein was
the only person Karen had ever met who spoke Hebrew with a Cockney accent.
His speech was even more strange now, because he was doing different voices
for the characters in the story: a high-pitched boy's voice for Jim, a deep
snarl for Long John
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Silver, and a half whisper for the mad Ben Gunn. Karen sat and watched the
two of them in the yellow electric light, thinking how boyish Dickstein
appeared, and how grown-up the child was.
When the chapter was finished they took Mottie to his dormitory, kissed
him goodnight, and went into the dining room. Karen thought: If we
continue to go about together like this, everyone will think we!re lovers
already.
They sat with Esther. After dinner she told them a story, and there was
a young womWs twinkle in her eye. "When I first went to Jerusalem, they
used to say that if you owned a feather pillow, you could buy a house."
Dickstein willingly took the bait. "How was that?"
"You could sell a good feather pillow for a pound. With that pound you
could join a loan society, which entitled you to borrow ten pounds. Then
you found a plot of land. The owner of the land would take ten pounds
deposit and the rest in promissory notes. Now you were a landowner. You
went to a builder and said, 'Build a house for yourself on this plot of
land. All I want is a small flat for myself and my family.' "
They all-Iaughed. Dickstein looked toward the door. Karen followed his
glance and saw a stranger, a stocky man in his forties with a coarse,
fleshy face. Dickstein got up and went to him.
Esther said to Karen, "Don't break your heart, child. That one is not
made to be a husband."
Karen looked at Esther, then back at the doorway. Dickstein had gone. A
few moments later she heard the sound of a car starting up and driving
away.
Esther put her old hand on Karen's young one, and squeezed.
Karen never saw Dickstein again.
Nat Dickstein and Pierre Borg sat in the back seat of a big black
CitroEn. Borg's bodyguard was driving, with his machine pistol lying on
the front seat beside him. They traveled through the darkness with
nothing ahead but the cone of light from the headlamps. Nat Dickstein was
afraid.
He had never come to see himself the way others did, as a competent,
indeed brilliant, agent who had proved his ability to survive just about
anything. Later, when the game was on
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and he was living by his wits, grappling at close quarters with strategy
and problems and personalities, there would be no room in his mind for
fear; but now, when Borg was about to brief him, he had no plans to make,
no forecasts to refine, no characters to assess. He knew only that he had
to turn his back on peace and simple hard work, the land and the sunshine
and caring for growing things; and that ahead of him there were terrible
risks and great danger, lies and pain and bloodshed and, perhaps, his
death. So he sat in the corner of the seat, his arms and legs crossed
tightly, watching Borg's dimly