was going to be her brother. Somehow, even as cover, that felt intrusive, but there was little she could do about it now.
âHello there, Hugh,â she said. Strictly speaking, she wasnât supposed to use his real forename, but sheâd done so as soon as heâd started to call her âsisâ. With any luck, it would help the other side track the bugger down more easily.
âAfraid itâs bad news, sis.â
She felt an empty feeling in the pit of her stomach. Up to now, sheâd been living on hope, clutching at the pitifully thin straws sheâd tried to conjure up in the dark hours of the morning. Waiting on a miracle. She hadnât dared return to Jakeâs flat, or even try his phone line. Partly because now she couldnât risk being linked to whatever might have happened there. But mainly because she knew, in her heart, that there would be no reply.
âWeâve had a death in the family,â Salter went on. âThought you ought to know.â
âA death?â She held her breath for a moment, trying to keep her voice steady. âWhose death?â
âItâs J, Iâm afraid,â Salter said. She could read nothing into his tone. âOut of the blue.â
Quite suddenly, sheâd run out of words. She held the phone away from her face, breathing deeply, trying to hold herself together. âI donât understand, Hugh,â she said finally. âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat I say, sis. Poor old Jâs dead. Dead as the proverbial fucking doornail, Iâm afraid.â
She bit back her first response, feeling bile at the back of her throat. There was a note in his voice sheâd never heard before, something that leaked through the veneer of cynicism. Heâs pissed off, of course, she thought, thatâs part of it. But there was something more.
She spoke slowly, trying to keep her voice steady. âOh, for fuckâs sake, Hugh, stop playing games. Whatâs happened?â
âWhat I say, sis. Jâs dead. Taken in the night. Unexpectedly. Not an easy death, from what I understand. He suffered before the end.â
She lowered herself slowly back down on her office chair, not entirely trusting her legs to support her. Her mind suddenly felt clear, as if sheâd been dragged somewhere beyond emotion. âSuffered?â
âYeah, itâs a bastard. A real bastard. Even that bugger didnât deserve it.â
She could feel herself clamming up, just wanting to get away from all this. This conversation. This job. This fucking life.
âYeah, itâs a bastard, Hugh. So is there anything you want me to do about it?â
There was another pause. âHe was one of yours, wasnât he, sis?â
She held her breath again, concentrating, trying to ensure that she gave nothing away. âI put his name forward, Hugh, thatâs all. Nobody forced him to be an informant.â
âNo, suppose not, sis. Sad to see him go.â There was no obvious sincerity in his tone. âLeaves us in a bloody hole as well. Anything you can do to help will be much appreciated, Iâm sure.â
âIâll bear that in mind, Hugh.â She cut off the call, aware she was in danger of losing control. She didnât know what her next reaction would have been â grief at Jakeâs death, at the fucking manner of his demise. Tears at her own guilt and impotence. Blind fury at Salterâs smug irony. Whichever, it wouldnât have been pretty. Now, she sat in silence, staring through the glass partition to where Joe was still patiently taking Darren through the intricacies of the reprographics machine.
It wasnât her fault. Yes, sheâd been the one whoâd suggested Jake as a possible informant. But, like sheâd said, no one had compelled him to go along with it. Heâd had his own reasons. She knew heâd wanted out, that he was sick of the endless brown-nosing to