time you have a chance to watch the sun set over the ocean, you should not miss it. I think thatâs pretty good advice.
I was glad for the heavy traffic because the roar of the cars whizzing by made it hard to talk or be heard. I was tired of talking. Sammie and I were never going to agree, and I was tired of her trying to convince me to love her friends. You canât make yourself love people you donât love.
And speaking of love, when we crossed the street and pushed open the gate to the Sporty Forty, who should we find sitting on the deck but Spencer Ballard. Apart from being the cutest boy I know, with dimples the size of the Grand Canyon, he is also the only boy Iâve ever kissed. Okay, it was just one kiss one night on the beach. That was before everything blew up between me and the SF2s, and heâs kept some distance between us since then. Heâs nice and polite and everything when he sees me, but heâs definitely acted awkward the few times weâve been alone together since then. I can understand that heâs not sure how to act around me anymore. It just sucks.
âHey,â he said when he saw us. âYou guys always get home this late from school?â
âOh, we were at a Truth Tellers meeting,â Sammie blurted out. I wanted to stuff a sock in her mouth.
âSammie was at the meeting,â I hurried to explain. âI was just checking it out.â
âIâm trying to get Charlie to join,â Sammie said. âShe could use some better friends, if you know what I mean.â
I thought Spencer would hate her saying that. But he just nodded and gave me one of those smiles where his dimples light up his face like stars in the sky.
âThe group has been pretty rough on you,â he acknowledged. âI keep telling them they havenât been fair, that they need to see things from your point of view, too.â
If I hadnât been so tongue-tied, I swear I would have asked him to marry me right there on the spot. I know twelve is too young to get married, but at least we could get engaged.
âBut Lauren says that maybe youâre going to join some club sheâs starting,â he added. âSo thatâs a good sign.â
âThatâs what she thinks,â Sammie said. âCharlie and I have other ideas.â She seemed prepared to go on about it, but lucky for me, she was interrupted by GoGo yelling from the kitchen.
âQuesadillas just out of the pan,â she called. âAny takers?â
And before you could say s
alsa verde,
Sammie had dropped her backpack and dashed into the clubhouse.
âSo what exactly did Lauren tell you?â I asked Spencer when she was out of sight.
âOnly that sheâs invited you back into the group. I said that would be cool. For me, at least.â
I felt myself melting and it wasnât from the sun. I looked down, trying to come up with just the right words to tell him that I had missed him. I didnât want to be overly gushy like the Truth Tellers, but I didnât want to be too distant and cool, either. As I turned some possible responses over in my mind, my dad came jogging off of the tennis court, a towel around his neck and his racket in his hand. It was so like him to pick the worst moment to show up on the scene.
âSpencer,â he called out. âI just finished your momâs lesson. She wants you to play a couple games with her. Apparently, I didnât tucker her out enough.â
âGuess I gotta go,â Spencer said with a shrug. âIâll see you around, Charlie.â
He stood up and walked off toward the tennis courts, looking all golden in the setting sun. My dad flopped down in his seat.
âThanks a lot, Dad,â I said.
âFor what?â he replied cluelessly. He popped the top off a bottle of Gatorade and dabbed his forehead with his towel. âMrs. Ballard has a nice forehand. Nice level stroke. Actually, I