gasped.
Instantly, he released her, breathing hard, eyes wild. âI shouldnât have done that.â
Aghast, Lexie fled down the hall to her bedroom. She slammed the door shut and paced between the end of the bed and the closet. Rafe was a government tax accountant here to audit her, not toâ¦toâ¦
She breathed in deeply and slowly, taking the air all the way to her stomach. Then she let it out through her mouth. Normally that would calm her. Not quite.
Another breath. She would go back out there, actnormally and not do anything dumb. Shoulders back and down, she opened the door.
Rafe was standing on the other side, fist raised to knock. Face-to-face. She stared. That mouth.
âIâm so sorry,â she said, the words tumbling out. âI donât know what came over me. That was inappropriate. Please forget it ever happened. Iâll go out to my studio. Stay out of your way. I go a little crazy when Iâm not working. Please donât think anything of it.â
She paused for breath.
âWhat just happened out there?â He looked shell-shocked, as if he hadnât taken in a word sheâd said.
âThatâs what Iâm trying to explain,â she babbled. âI didnât mean to kiss you. Well, obviously on one level I did. Iâve been thinking of it all day. And yesterdayââ
âIâve been thinking about nothing else.â His dazed eyes settled on her mouth. âI only know two things. I shouldnât be doing this. And I donât want to stop.â He kissed her again. âTell me to stop.â His voice was low and rasping. Almost pleading.
Holding his gaze, she took his hands and settled them on her hips. The heat of his fingers burned through her thin cotton yoga pants. He drew her closer.
Rafe glided the tip of his tongue into the hollow behind her ear. His mouth moved over her neck, his breath warm against her skin.
âI donât want you to stop.â Easing back, she met his hot dark eyes and melted. âI want to go to bed with you.â
He went still. Lexie felt every hair on her body stand on end. She held her breath.
âI should not be doing this,â he said again, strip ping his shirt off. Underneath he wore a white T-shirt that accentuated his tanned shoulders and strapping chest.
If he was prey to her cougar, he was willing prey.
Her nerves jumping, she stepped back, pulling him toward her by his belt. Kissing him as he stumbled forward. Her breath got stuck somewhere between her throat and her chest as she worked his buckle.
And then he was shucking off his gray trousers and tossing them, along with his shirt. Lexie drank in the sight of him. Her last lover had been in his for ties with the beginnings of a paunch and a softening jawline. Although a hard body wasnât everything, Rafeâs smooth skin, sculpted muscles and erection were justâ¦wow.
She practically tore her clothes off, trembling with need, almost unable to stand. She pushed down his black boxers as he fumbled her bra off. He cupped her breasts in his hands, sucking hard on one nipple, as he slid her panties over her hips. They were both naked, pressing against each other, so hot she could swear she heard her skin sizzle against his.
âOh, hell,â he groaned into her ear. His hands tightened. âI donât have any condoms. Do you?â
âNo. But I have an IUD.â She rested her fore head against his chest, breathing hard, praying they werenât stopping now. âIâm healthy.â She glanced up, searching his eyes. âYou?â
He met her gaze straight on. âYeah, Iâm good.â
Growling low in her throat, she pulled him down on top of her on the bed in a tangle of limbs, tongues and hands. She was aching to feel him inside her. His biceps tensed as he poised over her. His thighs nudged between hers. So much power, so much heat. Lexie ran her restless hands over his hips,
Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni