beside the point.â
âWhere are you spending tonight?â
Flora told her about the Shelbourne, the luggage dumped in the hall, the potted palms, and the suffocating atmosphere. âIâd forgotten how depressing it was. But never mind, itâs only for one night.â
She became aware that Rose was watching her with a cool and thoughtful expression in her dark eyes. (Do I ever look like that? thought Flora. The word calculating sprang to mind and had to be hastily slapped down.)
Then Rose said, âDonât go back.â Flora stared. âI mean it. Weâll have something to eat here, and then weâll find a taxi and go and collect your luggage, and weâll go back to Harryâs flat, and you can stay there. Itâs vast, and there are loads of beds. Besides, if I go to Greece tomorrow I shanât see you again, and weâve got so much to talk about, we shall need an entire night to ourselves. And anyway, itâs super, because you can stay in the flat after Iâve gone. You can stay there until youâve found somewhere else to live.â
âButâ¦â For some reason Flora found she was searching for objections to this apparently delightful plan. âBut wonât anybody mind?â was all she could come up with.
âWho should mind? Iâll fix it with the hall porter. Harry never minds what I do. And as for Motherâ¦â Something amused her. She left the sentence unfinished and began to laugh. âWhat would she say if she could see us now? Getting together, making friends. What do you think your father would say?â
Flora shied from the idea. âI canât imagine.â
âWill you tell him that weâve found each other?â
âI donât know. Perhaps. One day.â
âWas it a cruel thing to do?â asked Rose, suddenly thoughtful. âSeparating identical twins. Identical twins are meant to be two halves of the same person. Separating us was perhaps like cutting that person in half.â
âIn that case, they may have done us a kindness.â
Roseâs eyes narrowed. âI wonder,â she said. âwhy my mother chose me, and your father chose you.â
âPerhaps they tossed a coin.â Flora spoke lightly, because for some reason, it didnât bear thinking about.
âWould everything have been upside down if the coin had fallen the other way?â
âIt would certainly have been different.â
Different. She thought of her father, of Seal Cottage by winter firelight, and the tarry smell of burning driftwood. She thought of tender, early springs and summer seas dancing with sun pennies. She thought of red wine in a carafe set in the middle of the scrubbed table and the comforting sound of Beethovenâs Pastoral thundering from the record player. And now, she remembered the warm and loving presence of Marcia.
âWould you have wanted it to be different?â asked Rose.
Flora smiled. âNo.â
Rose reached out for the ashtray and stubbed out her cigarette. She said, âNor me. I wouldnât have changed a thing.â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Now it was Friday.
In Edinburgh, after a morning of cloud and rain, the sun had finally struggled through the murk, the sky was clearing, and the city glittered in a brilliant autumn light. To the north, beyond the deep indigo of the Firth of Forth, the hills of Fife lay serene against a sky of palest blue. Across Princes Street the municipal flower beds of the Waverly Gardens were ablaze with fiery dahlias, and on the far side of the railway line the cliffs swept up to the theatrical bulk of the castle with its distant, fluttering flag.
Antony Armstrong, emerging from his office into Charlotte Square, was taken unaware by the beauty of the afternoon. Because he was taking a long weekend, it had been an exceptionally busy morning. He had not bothered about lunch. He had not even raised his eyes to glance