mother is on her third marriage.â He shrugged. âNo one in my family takes the whole âas long as you both shall liveâ part very seriously.â
âMy parents met at university, married as soon as they graduated and that was that. I used to think they were really boring. Old before their time, you know? Now I envy them that. That certainty.â
âOh, my parents are certain every time. Iâm not sure if itâs more endearing or infuriating, that eternal optimism. They were dancers, Broadway chorus dancers, when they met.â
âNo way.â
âOh, yes,â he said wryly. âIt was very Forty-Second Street . Right up to the minute my twenty-year-old dad knocked up my nineteen-year-old mom and carried her back to Long Harbor to the family bar.â His poor young mother, a streetwise Hispanic girl with stars in her eyes, wasnât content with a life serving drinks to the moneyed masses who flocked to the Long Island resort in the summer. âI donât remember much about that time, but I do remember a lot of yelling. Sheâs Cuban and my dadâs Irish so when they fought crockery flew. Literally. Just before my fifth birthday she packed her bags and walked out. Never came back.â
He hadnât realised that he was clenching his fist until Hopeâs hand covered his, a warm unwanted comfort. Heâd shed the last tear he would ever shed on his motherâs behalf on his fifth birthday when sheâd failed to turn up to her own sonâs birthday party. âIâm so sorry. Do you see her now?â
âOccasionally, if Iâm near Vegas. She has a dance troupe there, sheâs doing well but the last thing she needs is a six-foot, twenty-nine-year-old son reminding her that sheâs nearer fifty than thirty.â
âSo you were raised by your dad?â
âAnd my grandparents, aunts, unclesâanyone else who wanted to tame the wild OâConnor boy. Not that there was much time to run wild, not with a family business like the Harbor Barâthereâs always a surface to clean, a table to clear, an errand to run if youâre stupid enough to get caught. And Dad wasnât broken-hearted for long. It seemed like there was a whole line of women just dying to become my stepmom. But they all were swept away when Misty decided she was interested. She was fifteen years older than my dad and it was like she was from a different planet. So calm, so together. So one minute Iâm that poor motherless OâConnor boy living on top of a bar with a huge extended family, the next Iâm rattling around a huge mansion with a monthly allowance bigger than my dadâs old salary. It was insane.â
âIt sounds like a fairy tale. Like Cinderella or something.â
âFairy tales are strictly a girl thing. Itâs okay for Cinderella to marry the prince, not so okay for an Irish bartender to marry his way into the upper echelons of society. The more polite people called him a toy boy, but they all wore identical sneersâlike they knew exactly what Misty saw in him and didnât think it should be allowed in public. And as for me? Breeding counts, money counts and I had neither. When Dad became Misty Carlyleâs third ex-husband then I should have returned to the gutter where I came from.â
By unspoken accord they moved away from the railing and began to walk back to the elevator lobby. âWhat happened?
âMisty. She insisted on paying for college, persuaded my dad to let me spend my holidays with her, Christmas skiing, spring break in New York, the summers in Europe. Of course everyone at school knew I was there on charityânot even her stepson any more.â It was hard looking back remembering just how alone he had been, how isolated. They hadnât bullied him; he was too strong for thatâand no one wanted to incur Mistyâs wrath. They had just ignored him. Shown him he was
Yasunari Kawabata, Edward G. Seidensticker