door to greet you. We have so many things planned for you! Is your trunk upstairs? Did you meet anyone from town on the way in? How was your train ride? Would you like to see your room? There are so many handsome young men in town just now for the fall house parties. Youâll have to meet Merrick; heâs by far the handsomest. Heâs my beau, you know. Is that shade of green popular in the city? It reminds me of a soldierâs uniform.â Jenny pointed at Ellisâs skirt.
Ellis had opened her mouth several times in an effort to answer Jennyâs barrage of questions, which quite took her breath away. Finally perceiving a momentâs hesitation, she looked up, smiling, and simply said, âNo, I donât think so. In fact, I canât stand it.â The girlsâ eyes met in merriment. Their laughter spilled out and floated out across the water.
âI can see youâre travel weary. Here,â said Jenny, taking Ellisâs hand in her scarred right hand. Jenny tucked Ellisâs hand into the crook of her elbow. As she did so waves of relief poured over Ellis. In this moment she felt safe. Arm in arm they strolled up the lawn toward the house.
âYour garden is lovely; it still looks like summer,â said Ellis.
âOh, do you really like it? I was hoping you would. Merrick thought you would like it, too. He helped me with it. You always liked summer best. Did I mention heâs my beau?â
Ellis wondered if the very important-seeming Mr. Bacchus had actually been trimming the hedges in the garden. It seemed unlikely.
Ellis hesitated, not knowing how to respond. She knew it must show in her face, for Jenny chortled lightly and said, âForgive my blithering. Iâm just so happy to see you. I know I probably shouldnât ask, but do you remember anything yet? Do you remember me?â Jenny looked into Ellisâs eyes with such hope that Ellis wished she were good at lying so she could tell her yes.
âWell, Iâd have to say that beyond knowing my name, I donât know anything much. I have a million questions Iâm just bursting to ask you.â
They sat down on a porch swing and gazed out over the water.
âWhere to begin? Please tell me something about myself, my family, where Iâm from, anything at all really,â begged Ellis.
âOh, dear Ellis, I wish I could!â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI once lost memories, too, and the doctor and Merrick helped me piece my life back together again. This is one of the reasons youâre here, because they believe Iâd understand better than most how youâre feeling. I wish I could tell you things, but the doctor would be unhappy with me. He says your case is different than mine and it is very important for you come to remember on your own.â
Ellis struggled with tears. Two spilled over the rim and down her left cheek. This was not the answer she was hoping for or one she understood. She now knew why the doctor had dodged answering any questions in the car.
âTears. I wish I could put them in a bottle, dear Ellis. Itâs going to be fine somehow; I promise,â and Jenny leaned forward, touching more than wiping them away. âI recall less about you because of my accident than some of the others, I guess. Iâm sure you will begin to remember soon.â
âI wish I had some proof that Iâd been here before ⦠that I know this place ⦠that I belong. I wish I just had a picture, a photograph, of the two of us.â Ellis tilted her head down and away from Jennyâs awkward ministrations.
âI think itâs quite possible, now that you mention it, there is a picture somewhere in the house. Itâs very important to you, isnât it?â Jenny twisted the muslin of her skirts in her fingers, looking thoughtful.
âIt would make all the difference to have something tangible.â
âTangible,â Jenny