been cavalier about it with Elliot earlier in the day, Kate was actually a little nervous about bringing Michael over. Introducing a boyfriend to Elliot was like taking him home to meet her family, and she wanted everything to go smoothly.
Kateâs bedroom was really just a part of the larger room that had been partitioned off. Its biggest disadvantage was the smallness of its closet. Each spring and fall Kate had to pack up theprevious seasonâs clothes and store them in boxes under the bed to make room for the next.
Kate decided she didnât have the time to shower, so she selected the Madonna blue sleeveless dress sheâd just bought and ran into the bathroom. She had enough time to wash her face, take her hair down, brush the cascades of wavy red that fell below her shoulders and pull out her makeup bag for a quick fix.
She never wore much makeup. Her skin was pale and sheâd finally outgrown the tiny freckles, no bigger than pinpoints, that used to dance across her cheeks and the bridge of her nose â a sort of Irish trail. Now, her face was simply creamy, and most of the time she only bothered with lipstick so that her hair didnât overpower her oval countenance.
Admittedly, as a kid, she had hated her freckles and the shape of her head â when her hair was pulled into pigtails, the kids called her egg-head â but with maturity her cheekbones showed, setting off her eyes, and the frame of her hair around her face pleased her. Because she was seeing Michael, she took out her mascara. She couldnât wear black because it made her blue eyes stand out like marbles in a plate of milk, so she applied the brown wand carefully to her upper and lower lashes. She blinked in the mirror to make sure she wouldnât smudge and, because it was a special night, she added a little lip gloss.
She now had only ten minutes before Michaelwas supposed to arrive, though he was often a little late. That, sheâd come to understand, wasnât because he was disrespectful â Kate hated lateness as a pattern and thought it was a narcissistic trait â but Michael was often so wrapped up in his work and thoughts of his research that he occasionally forgot to get off the subway or overshot the bus stop.
She smiled at the thought of him. He had a good mind, good hands, and a strong jaw. She liked his silver-rimmed glasses, his earnest peering through them and his dedication to his work.
She had only just recently slept with him: she wasnât usually so prim but her affair with Steven had left her more cautious than she had been before. They had met at her friend Tinaâs; Tina and Michael worked at the same university. Tina hadnât âfixed them upâ because she hadnât thought that Michael was Kateâs type, but since Steven Kate wasnât sure what her âtypeâ ought to be. Michaelâs courtship had been slow but steady and when they had finally taken the plunge, sheâd been delighted to find he was caring and generous in bed. It seemed as if he was just as taken with her. But this was the point of the relationship where things could go on for a long time without actually moving forward. Kate had spent two years with Steven, a writer, before theyâd broken up eight months ago. Sheâd been shocked and hurt when she realized that he would never want to marry her or possibly anyone else. She had gone slowly withMichael because she didnât want to spend another year only to let that happen again.
She sat down on her bed and looked down at her painted toes. For a moment she could even imagine herself envious of Bina, who had her life settled. But she reminded herself that Bina had put in her time with Jack. Kate couldnât imagine waiting six years for anyone. She knew she wanted children, and would marry just for that. Her life was focused on kids and making their lives better. The work she did with Brian, Clara, Jennifer and the others at