suspected these sorts of things were sterilized for public consumptionâthe last thing the Corps needed to do was expose the grieving to the ugly reality of war. In this case, thereâd been nothing to sterilize because the enemy blast had done the job too well. Over thirty square kilometers of battlefield had been turned to a rippled sheet of gray green. Shining. Lifeless. A helpful X marked Torinâs last known position.
âShe was too far from the edge to have been thrown clear.â Far enough from the edge that being thrown clear would have killed her.
One dark brow rose. âMy daughter tells us youâre a bit of a gambler. Guess you have to be,â he continued without waiting for a response. âDoing what you do. You want to bet on a sure thing, you bet on my daughter having survived.â
âI donât . . .â Craig drank a little more beer if only because it forced him to unclench his teeth. âI didnât believe it when I first heard, but . . .â Then the notification. Then the vids. Then Ventris. Then sitting down in a bar on a military station with Torinâs father. That last, he realizedâfeeling as though the station had just vented into space, feeling steel bands tighten around his chest, feeling his lungs fight for airâthat was when the verb changed.
Torin was dead. And only a galah would, could believe different.
He might have said it out loud. He wasnât sure.
A large hand closed around his wrist, and Torinâs father said, âNo.â
âNo what? No one could have survived that.â How the fuk did he get here . . . here trying to convince a man heâd just met that his daughter was dead?
Johnâs grip returned to his glass. âSaying it doesnât make it true.â
Craig frowned. Hadnât Presit said that to him? Hadnât she been arguing the other side?
âMr. Ryder.â
He recognized the voice. When he looked up at the Commandant of the Corps, he also recognized the pissed-off expression on the face of the colonel standing behind her. âHigh Tekamal Louden.â Then, because he didnât what else to say and she was obviously waiting for something, he nodded toward the other man. âJohn Kerr.â
âYes, of course,â she said as he stood and held out his hand. âIâm very pleased to meet you, Mr. Kerr, and wish it had been under better circumstances.â
âHigh Tekamal? Thatâs . . .â
âHigh Tekamal Louden is the Commandant of the Corps,â the colonel pointed out.
John Kerr shot him a disinterested glance. âAnd youâre not,â he said dryly. Dismissing the man with an ease that caused the corner of the commandantâs mouth to twitch, he indicated the tableâs third chair. âJoin us for a drink, Commandant?â
âIâd like to, yes. Iâm sure you have things to do, Colonel.â
Too well trained to react, the colonel managed a neutral, âYes, sir.â
Sure money heâd be waiting when she left the bar, Craig thought as he turned and walked stiffly away.
âYouâre here, both of you, because you were notified about Gunnery Sergeant Kerr,â Louden said as the bartender sent over a glass filled with a lager significantly paler than the ales the two men were drinking. Either she came in here a lot, or every bar on Ventris had Commandant Landenâs preferences on file. Given the demands on her time, probably the latter.
âAnd youâre here . . . ?â John prodded. âNot that I donât doubt my daughter was an exemplary Marine, but from what I hear, you lose a lot of those every day.â
âToo many.â She raised her glass slightly before she drank, and the men drank with her. âBut most of those,â she continued after the glasses returned to the table, âdonât have a . . .â Eyes the same pale gray as the station walls swept over Craig and