other. The car, of course, then went out of control and wrecked.â
âYou killed them,â she whispered.
Hawker looked away noncommittally.
âBut did they tell you anything first? Did you find out who hired themââ
âNo. They didnât grant me an interview. They were too busy trying to convert me into a corpse so they could dump me and my car into the canyon.â
âMy God,â she said. âThen I ⦠I was right. Jason is ⦠they really did kill him?â
âI think so. I found evidence in his cabin that he did not leave voluntarily.â
âOh, no,â she whispered. âThatâs awful. It didnât seem so hard to accept when I was the only one insisting he had been murdered. I guess it was because deep in my heart, I secretly believed I was wrong. But to hear you say it â¦â
The woman whimpered, and her chest heaved as she fought for control. Hawker reached over and patted her hand. âMaybe we should eat later. Letâs go up to my suite. I have a few things I need to show you, and itâll give you time to calm down.â
âYes,â she said quickly. âThat might be best.â
Hawker found their waiter and gave him a twenty to delay their dinner orders, then took Barbara Blaineâs hand and led her through the casino to the elevator.
This was a different woman from the one who had entered the dining room with such quiet flair. Now she was soft and vulnerable and very, very damn close to breaking.
The change was so drastic and so touching that Hawker found himself feeling sorry for her.
Like the hard-nosed whorehouse matrons of fiction, this one really did seem to have a tender heart made for breaking.
seven
Back in his suite, Hawker poured gin into a beaker and added the obligatory scent of vermouth. He filled the beaker with ice, shook it and served the martini in a chilled glass with a triple portion of olives.
Barbara Blaine took the drink gratefully.
âBetter?â
She nodded. âI donât understand why it hit me so hard all of a sudden.â She looked out the broad veranda window and spoke out loud, as if listening to her own words. âJason is dead. Jason Stratton is dead.â She shivered and took down half the drink in a gulp. âAnd itâs such a damnable waste.â
Hawker took the manila envelope from the desk. He opened it and handed it to her. âI found this stuff hidden in his cabin. If he had left voluntarily, he would have taken it.â
She looked at the wad of bills for a moment and smiled wryly at some private memory. She put the money on the bed with the insurance policy. Then she turned her attention to the journal: a small book bound in black leather.
She leafed through the pages, then looked at Hawker. âIâve seen him carry this. He used to joke about it. Of course, with Jason, it was hard to tell when he was joking and when he wasnât. He used to say this would be his doctoral dissertation, but that no one would understand it. Now I see why.â
Hawker didnât have to ask what she was talking about. He had already looked at the journal. There were about three hundred pages covered in a minute, carefully written code. There were drawings of plants and insects, and a few entries in recognizable English, but most of it was in what seemed to be a random combination of numbers and letters.
âI was hoping he had explained the code to you. You seem to think these people killed Jason as a way to pressure you. Iâm not so sure.â
âBut why in the hell else would they do it?â she snapped. âHe was such a kind ⦠good ⦠person. Jason wouldnât hurt anybody. It wasnât in him.â
Hawker shrugged. âMaybe he saw something he shouldnât have. Maybe he knew something they didnât want him to know. I was hoping you or this journal could tell me a little more about him.â
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