manâs company, but she couldnât forget the things Russ had said to her. She wanted very desperately not to believe him: âItâs got to the point where youâre doling out warmth by the teaspoonful.â Words blurted in the anger of the moment, admittedlyâbut sometimes when she glimpsed herself in the mirror, she thought the eyes were a bit too cool, a bit glittering.
Her friends in art and business claimed to envy her; with awe they assured her she had reached the exalted nirvana of the parlor psychologist: she was well adjusted . But adjusted to what?
The result of a collapsed marriage was always self-pity. She had seen it often enough in others. It was, she knew, time to come out of the self-imposed period of mourning. She began to look forward to Mason Villiersâ call.
Cynthia MacNee came batting into the office like a clumsy brunette sheepdog. It was always a surprise to view that pretty, shield-shaped face atop the ungainly hugeness of her. She wasnât unattractive; were it not for her horsey way of moving and the absurdity of her costumes, she might have been regarded as statuesque and lovely. She had to be in constant social motion, or she would perish; her overwhelming energy and furious bounce were awe-inspiring. She said loudly, with her customary twinkling urbanity, âI know a lot about art, but I know what I like, and this seasonâs horse shit isnât either one.â
âStop being silly. It isnât all that bad. In fact, quite a few of them are good.â
âYouâre a Philistine. Iâm the buyer around here, Iâm supposed to be the expert on art, and I say that stuff would be a swindle if you peddled it at three-ninety-eight a yard. My deah, a painting is supposed to capture a feeling that will rouse you when you look at it. Even revulsion will do. But these are just nyeh .â Cynthia threw up her arms and wailed, âWhere oh where are the promising young geniuses of yesteryear? Iâd like to sue them all for breach of promise!â
âWherever they are,â Diane answered mildly, âtheyâre not offering paintings to us for thirty dollars per original oil. Iâm sorry these are beneath you, but letâs not forget we have fourteen offices down that corridor occupied by men and women who get paid to supply paintings and whatnot to sixty-one galleries. Youâre welcome to junk the whole lot if you like, but youâve got just two weeks left to replace it.â
Cynthia blinked and scowled. âQuit sounding like a shop foreman. Whereâs your barefoot dash?â
It made Diane look away in discomfort. âIâm sorry. Was I being hard-boiled again?â
âA little. Honey, donât you recognize the symptoms when I start to bitch and moan like this? Itâs only frustration because they havenât invited me to be acquisitions chief at the Met. With my background, in this crass job of yours Iâm slumming.â
âAnd getting paid twice what youâd get at the Met.â
âSee what I mean?â Cynthia demanded. âCrass!â
Diane poked her pencil toward the big girl. âI see it now. The real trouble is, youâve broken up with the latest boyfriend.â
âCurses! Foiled again!â Cynthia cried. âAm I that transparent? You sting me to the quick!â
âIt happens every other week.â Diane smiled with half her mouth. âIâm beginning to recognize the signs. Who was it this time, young Ted Raine?â
âHow did you know?â
âYouâve bought too many God-awful paintings of his.â
Cynthiaâs face fell. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean toâI usually donât let that kind of thing interfere with my judgment. It wonât happen againâwere they really God-awful?â
âPretty bad. Howâd you manage to get rid of him? Insult his mother?â
âNo, that was the last