phone.â
There was a long pause while Marilyn imagined Hollyâs father climbing the walls. Then she was handed the phone.
She held it like the mother did and heard a manâs voice. He was shouting. She held the mobile further away.
âYour mother says youâve lost that bloody phone. Where did you lose it?â
âI donât know. If I knew that, it wouldnât be lost.â She realised that didnât sound good, but she was genuinely trying to explain.
âDonât you smart talk me, my girl. Youâve had that phone a week. I only pay for it so I can keep an eye on you. I know that mother of yours is out till all hours helping the needy â or whatever she does since she went to college and got that stupid job.â
âIâm sorry, Dad.â It seemed to be the right thing to say. Somehow she felt sorry, as if she really had lost the phone. But it was annoying taking the blame for someone she didnât even know.
âI should think you are sorry. This is your last chance, right? Iâll ring the insurance up and get you a new phone. And cancel the old one. Then youâll have the same number.â
Marilyn didnât understand any of this.
âThanks, Dad.â
âThatâs more like it. And you look after this one, right?â
âIâll guard it with my life.â
âNo need to go that far. If some hoodie tries to mug you for it, you give it to him. Itâs not worth dying for.â
He seemed to be softening, even though she didnât understand what he meant.
âYes, Dad.â Marilyn was getting good at this.
âRight. If I get them now youâll have the new one tomorrow, express. Thatâs what I pay the insurance money for. Now hand me back to your mother.â
The mother was shaking her head and smiling. Marilyn gave her back the phone.
âOkay, Steve, all sorted?â
There was another long pause while she listened, watching the television and twitching her foot up and down. Marilyn got back to her pizza, which was cold now. She put it back in the box. The mother put the phone on a side table and sat back on the settee.
âYou wound that man round your little finger!â
âI justâ¦â
âHeâll get you another phone this time, but watch out. You wouldnât want to be without one, would you?â
Never having had one, Marilyn couldnât answer that. She went back to grunting, and they sat together until the mother fell asleep with her head on Marilynâs shoulder and started to snore. After a while, Marilyn gently moved her head onto a cushion and headed upstairs to bed.
Itâs freezing. Two hours. Standing on the sidelines, watching some sad girls play hockey.
This is not my idea of a Saturday morning. Could be snug under the duvet. I donât even know which side Iâm meant to be cheering. The girl points it out. She jabbers away, but I keep forgetting. Not as if I care or anything. But I manage to keep quiet.
âCome on, Gateway!â she shouts. Thereâs a few other girls watching. A few parents too, kitted out in hats and scarves. The women are wearing some kind of hijab. This scarf that covers their heads completely. Ties under the chin. Different colours and patterns.
I must remember this. For my project. Should start taking notes. This will be a totally authentic project. Should get an A* at least.
If I ever get back.
I donât know the rules of hockey. Looks vicious. Sticks are hard. Soâs the ball. Girlsâ legs are all blotchy from the cold. And the pleated shorts. Cellulite quivering. Running up and down clutching sticks. Itâs almost medieval.
Iâm not into sports myself.
Too much competition.
Half way through the match thereâs a break. They give out pieces of orange to the players. None for us. No burger stands anywhere I can see. We just stamp about a bit to get warm. And wait.
The match finishes.