braces were as cool as a broken leg, she thought, leafing through a womenâs fashion magazine in the waiting room. Page after page of models stared back at her, looking about as far from human as aliens. One wore a dress that looked like it was made of aluminum foil; another had a face painted like a leopard. She didnât usually read these kinds of magazines but was strangely drawn to the images. It was sort of impossible to look away. âFashionâ was a word she had heard spoken by Lizzy all too often lately, and it seemed like something Emmy needed to learn a thing or two about. She didnât even like shopping, though, so how would she ever change her look from kid to tween?
It felt like it was taking a long time for her name to be called. She flipped a page and saw a model with black nail polish on. Emmy herself had only ever painted her nails pink or red, but come to think of it, sheâd seen a few girls at school with darker colors on their nails, like deep blue or purple. She and Lizzy used to give each other manicures and pedicures using their mothersâ nail polish, which was the usual variety of pinks and reds.
Maybe it would be cool to do something new, Emmy thought. The black seems kind of cool. And then a thought popped into her head. It was a thought she wasnât proud of, but there it was nonetheless.
Maybe Lizzy would think it was cool.
After all, painting her nails black was a risk Lizzy hadnât taken, and this time Emmy could be the one to show Lizzy a thing or two about what looked cool. Emmy kept thinking about Lizzy telling her she needed to update her look. Well, consider it updated.
On her way home Emmy stopped at the drugstore and examined her choices. She was surprised by how many different colors there were on display. Sheâd never thought much about nail polish, actually, and now realized there were people whose job it was to name the colors. What a cool job! Satin Slipper. Peony. Candy-Apple Red. And finally, Midnight, which was the one she grabbed, brought to the counter, and paid for.
When she got home, Emmy emptied her backpack out onto her desk as usual. Her books, her notebooks, her nail polish, her pens and pencils, and her little doll. She picked up the bottle of nail polish and stared at it. Then, as suddenly as sheâd gotten the idea to paint her fingernails black, she realized how crazy it was. She imagined Lizzyâs table at lunch with Sophie and Cadence and their snarky laughter. She remembered the model in the magazine and how tall and elegant she was, and the outrageous clothes she was wearing. Emmy was neither tall nor elegant and owned nothing that could even remotely be considered outrageous. She sighed. Who did she think she was fooling?
Okay, itâs only nail polish, she thought, trying to talk herself down. Then she saw the doll out of the corner of her eye. She was not as into itâor the lavender candleâas she had been earlier in the week. In fact, looking at it now, she wondered what made her buy the silly little doll. But then she had an idea for a new use for it. Maybe Iâll just start by testing out the black nail polish on the doll, she thought. A practice run. She reached for the doll and set it in front of her. She gave the small glass bottle a good shake and twisted open the cap. Then she carefully, delicately applied the black lacquer to the tips of the dollâs tiny fingers. She had to really focus because the fingertips were so small, but she was able to dab a dot of the enamel on each of the dollâs fingertips.
When she had finished, she tilted her chair back and examined her work. Interesting, she thought. It looks kind of cool. Now that she saw it on the doll, she decided to paint her own nails. Once sheâd finished and her nails had dried, she started on her math homework, which was a breeze. Soon her dad called her downstairs for dinner.
Like lunch, dinner was always a bright spot in