fluency in Japanese sealed the deal for him. Whenhe asked to see your photo, I refused to show it to him. I knew youâd knock his socks off, so I just told him to trust me. Iâm so glad he did.â
Speak for yourself, Lena thought darkly.
âSo,â Zandra said, drawing out the word, âare you going to see him again?â
Lena swallowed hard. âNo.â
âNo?â Zandra sounded surprised.
âNo. Iâm not.â
In the ensuing silence, Lena could hear Zandraâs unspoken questions, could hear the wheels turning in her mind. She was speculating about whether Lena had slept with Roderick, but she was reluctant to come right out and ask. Probably because she didnât want to know.
âAre you sure you donât want to see him again?â she gently probed. âIf he asks forââ
Lena closed her eyes. âI canât.â
âOh.â A lengthy pause. âI see.â
Lena waited tensely.
Zandra heaved a deep, frustrated breath. âDamn it, Lena.â
Guilt assailed her at once. âIâm so sorry, Zandra. I donât know what the hell I was thinking.â
âYou obviously werenât,â Zandra muttered.
Lena didnât argue. She couldnât.
âI donât have to tell you what a bad position youâre putting me in,â Zandra continued. âThe agency means everything to me. I canât afford to lose it over some sex scandal.â
âI know.â Lena felt like shit for betraying Zandraâs trust. Her guilt was compounded by the fact that Zandra was the one whoâd come to her rescue three years ago when sheâd needed extra money to put her grandfather in a retirement home.
Theyâd met at a social function hosted by the national chapter of their sorority. After explaining that she owned and operated an upscale escort agency, Zandra had asked Lena whether sheâd ever considered working as a paid companion.
âCanât say that I have,â Lena had replied.
âYou should,â Zandra told her. âWith your looks, poise and level of education, wealthy men would pay top dollar for the pleasure of your company. I can guarantee that youâd make a killing if you worked for me.â
If the conversation had occurred at any other time, Lena wouldnât have given Zandraâs proposition a second thought. But finding another source of income had been weighing on her mind lately. So she was undeniably intrigued by the idea of âmaking a killingâ in any capacity.
Sensing her receptiveness, Zandra passed her a glossy business card. âGive me a call. Iâd love to have you on board.â
Lena did call her. And true to Zandraâs word, she did make a killing as one of the agencyâs top escorts. Working for Zandra, she made more in one month than she earned as a grant writer for an entire year. Although sheâd hate to forfeit the extra income, she wouldnât blame Zandra for considering her too much of a risk.
âDo you want me to quit the agency?â she asked quietly.
Zandra sighed in resignation. âOf course not. Youâre one of my most popular escorts. It wouldnât make business sense for me to let you go. Besides, maybe this is my fault. Iâm the one who set you up with Roderick, knowing how irresistible he is to women.â
âNo,â Lena argued, âthatâs a cop-out. Itâs not your fault that I didnât use better judgment. Iâm a professional. Iâm supposed to know better.â
Again Zandra sighed. âWell, itâs not as if youâd be the first of my escorts to violate the no-sex policy. One girl, in particular, made a regular habit of sleeping with clients until I was forced to show her the door. I hated having to lose her, but sheâd been warned several times. So I had no other choice.â
Lena gulped. âIâll consider myself