remained fixed on whomever she was talking to. Her hands, usually a giveaway sign of age, seemed even younger than the rest of her, long tapered fingers and soft skin. No rings or jewelry of any kind. There were certain women, Banks thought, such as Cherie Lunghi and Francesca Annis, who seemed to become more attractive with age, and Linda Palmer was one of them.
âAs I understand it,â he began, âyou rang county HQ two days ago after being advised to do so by Childline, and you talked to a Detective Inspector Joanna MacDonald. Is that right?â
âYes.â
âWhy did you call?â
âI didnât know who else to talk to. Was I wrong?â
âNo, I mean, why now? After so long. What was special about the day before yesterday?â
âNothing.â
âSo why?â
âI canât explain it that easily.â
âWas it anything to do with other recent events?â
âOf course it was. Itâs a need thatâs been slowly building up in me. Iâve been plucking up the courage. You might not believe it, but Iâm nervous as hell about this meeting. Would I have come forward if all those women hadnât complained about Jimmy Savile? I donât know. I like to think so, but probably not. I donât think they would have all come forward, either, if they hadnât known there were others with the same story to tell.â
It was true, Banks knew. At one point in the Savile investigation, the police had their knuckles rapped for not letting the accusers know they werenât alone. In some ways, though, it was hardly their fault; they were only thinking of what possible repercussions such collusion might have if the case went to trial. âSo it wasnât that you forgot about it and just suddenly remembered?â
âNo. I never forgot it. And before you ask, Iâm interested in neither money nor notoriety. In fact, I would prefer it if you kept my name out of the papers.â
âAnonymity is guaranteed in cases like this,â said Banks.
âEven if I had to . . . you know . . . testify in court?â
âEven then. There are special protocols in place to deal with this matter in the courts and so on. And you canât be cross-examined by your alleged attacker.â
âThank you.â She paused a moment. âMay I ask you if any others have come forward?â
âItâs early days yet,â Banks said, âbut yes, there are others. Believe me, youâre not alone.â
A blackbird sang in the garden next door and bees hummed and crawled inside the foxgloves and fuchsias, legs fat with pollen. The sound of the river was a constant background, threaded with the Beethoven Pastoral.
âItâs something I never thought about back then, when it happened,â Linda said. âThat there would be others, that he would have done the same thing to someone else.â
âYou were fourteen,â Banks said. âHard to be anything other than the center of the universe at that age.â
Linda managed a sad smile. âI did report it to the police at the time, you know.â
âDo you remember who you spoke to?â
âI canât remember his name,â said Linda. âI wasnât going to tell anyone, not even my mum. I was frightened, and I was ashamed. But Iâd been unable to sleep, I was off my food, just not myself at all, not functioning well, and mother was desperate with worry. She even took me to the doctorâs. She kept on pushing me, and finally I told her what happened.â
âBut not your father?â
She hesitated. âNo. He . . . he wouldnât have handled it well. I know it would have come out eventually if . . . well . . . but at the time, no.â
âDid the doctor examine you?â
âNo. He just said I was run-down and needed a tonic.â
âHow was the policeman? I mean, how did he treat you?â
âSympathetic,