girlfriend too
and an ex-wife. Gay for pay or gay for real? Why do I care? Because
even roughed up like this, you haven't seen such a beautiful man in
a long while! And because he felt so right in my arms and against
my skin. And now, without wanting it, Sebastian was ready to
give this man shelter, even having his daughter invited over. How old is the daughter? She can't be older than nine or ten,
judging by his looks. He looks so young, but his temples are
graying. Maybe it's because of the black hair... He had no idea
what he was doing and why, but something about this man got under
his skin. Maybe it's only my helper syndrome – which I never
really had until now. Right! Sebastian's walking up the stairs
proved to be exhausting, but he didn't want to appear weak and he
didn't want to make Kai notice the pain he was in. Sebastian needed
a moment at the top of the stairs to gather his strength and go his
bedroom to retrieve a set of clothes for Jamie. He held a
sweatshirt, underpants and sweatpants in his arms, when is eyes
fell on his robe, hanging on a hook at the door. I bet he would
like to take a shower. Sebastian shuddered again involuntarily.
The thought of water running down Jamie's tight and lean muscled
body made his own body react in an inappropriate manner. Stop it
Bebbi! He's a guest. A very intriguing guest indeed. Sebastian
took his favorite t-shirt and threw it on, his thoughts never
ceased to turn around the man on his couch.
****
Kai quickly, but thoroughly looked at Jamie's bruises
and at the bump on his head, cleaned them and put bandages where
they were needed, until finally it was time to see what damage the
John had done to Jamie's anus and rectum. Kai knew that he needed
to be compassionate and sensitive about this. Jamie wasn't the
first rape victim he saw, although it was his first male one.
“Jamie, I need to ask you to lie on your
stomach now.” Kai said in a calm voice, but Jamie didn't move.
“I don't... I mean...” he hung his head in
shame and Kai patted Jamie's shoulder encouragingly, before he
realized, that it was uncalled for.
“I know. This must be really hard. But you
don't have to be ashamed. I've seen very different things in my
line of work, people who put unbelievable things up their asses and
not able to get them back out, women who were raped, men with
broken penises or cock rings that were stuck. I've seen a lot of
asses. To me, it's a part of the human body and you are in need of
treatment. That's all. I am not here to judge you. I am here to
help you.” Kai waited for Jamie to say something and saw Sebastian
coming back into the living room.
“I just... I am not a woman. I am a man. And
I climbed into that car out of my free will. Because that is what I
do, even when my daughter tells me to stop. I put myself at risk
willingly, knowingly.” The desperation in Jamie's voice almost
broke Sebastian's heart.
“But you never said to him to hurt you and
leave you out in the cold somewhere. Don't go that way. Press
charges -”
“No. No. If I go to the cops, I will lose
Agnes and I can't lose her. I can't...” Jamie hid his face in his
hands and Sebastian and Kai didn't know what else to say or do.
Jamie was a stranger. A stranger who needed help and was in a
vulnerable position.
“Fact is Jamie, and I know you don't want to
hear it, but I need to look at you, to know how to treat you. It is
my duty to help you. Now, I certainly won't force you to do
anything you don't want me to do, but if you don't let me take a
look at your backside, I need to call an ambulance and you are
going to be admitted to the hospital. There, they are going to call
the cops, because it's standard procedure for rape victims, male
and female alike, and from there on, I don't take any
responsibility anymore.” Jamie simply shook his head no. Kai
couldn't interpret if it was still refusal to let him do his job,
or refusal to go to the hospital.
“Look at it from this side, you
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