answer. This tit-for-tat game they played was taking on a life of its own, and in a weird way, it fed something in herâin Matthew, too, if she wasnât mistaken.
She shut off the water again and stepped out of the shower. Wrapping the towel around her body, she traipsed back into the adjoining bedroom. She stripped everything off the bed, and then put on fresh linens before she crawled on top.
Sighing, she stared up at the ceiling and laughed. She laughed so hard and so long, the voice inside her head questioned her sanity.
Sitting up, she took a long look around her gilded cageâalbeit a trashed cageâand felt an incredible loneliness. It hadnât always felt this wayânot when Matthew used to lie beside her. Chanté groaned. Why did her heart constantly flip-flop where Matthew was concerned?
She loved him. She hated him. She loved him. She loved him.
âAw, hell. Maybe Edie was right. Maybe we do need help.â After all, it had been easy to fall in love with Matthew, though many of her friends thought they were oil and water from the start.
Growing up, she hadnât known any affluent black familiesânot in a small Texan town like Karankawa. She was charmed by everything from the way he talked to the way he walked. She was in awe of his intelligence, captivated by his sophistication and seduced by his good looks.
While wallowing in a moment of honesty, she realized he still had those qualities. Maybe she was the one whoâd changed. Maybe if her body had given them a child, she wouldnât be so bitter.
She stretched out across the bed, hoping to fill the empty spacesâbut it didnât work. Chanté closed her eyes and struggled to remember all of their firsts. The first time he took her into his arms. Their first kiss. The first time they made love. After a while, the memories flooded her senses.
The first time they were together theyâd lain on a bed of rose petals. Roses were her favorite flowers. That night, she thought sheâd die from the sheer joy of their consummation. The tenderness of his probing and inquisitive hands. He was masterful in figuring out all her hot spots.
She remembered his mouth tasting like a fusion of heaven and sin. One minute, she was his precious angel and in the next, his little devil. Back then, Matthew kept a beautifully groomed goatee and her sensitive skin always quivered beneath its light tickle.
Lost in the memories, Chanté unwrapped the towel from her baby-oiled body and fanned her fingers across her chest. Oh, what she wouldnât give to travel back in time and experience that night again. Love seemed so effortless and happiness was always just a kiss away.
Nothing is stopping you from going to him now.
Her eyes snapped open. For a second her eyes darted around to see if someone else had actually made the comment. When she realized she was still alone, she sighed in relief.
But the bud of her femininity began to ache for fulfillment.
âI could go,â she whispered, warming to the idea. Heck, who said that she had to apologize in order to get laid? Hell, she didnât even have to talk.
Chanté sucked in her bottom lip and nibbled for a little while. Thereâs the danger of Matthew thinking that sex would be some sort of peace offering.
The ache between her legs intensified.
Then again, I could correct him in the morning. Chanté liked that idea and bounded off the bed, in search of the perfect negligee to seduce her husband.
Chapter 7
A fter a half bottle of Jack Daniels, Matthew dreamed of his wifeâs creamy thighs, firm breasts and perfect apple bottom. He tossed and turned and even smacked his lips while remembering her distinctive taste. The wanting, aching and longing had stripped him of his sanity.
No matter how many times he tried to think or concentrate on something else, Chantéâs teasing body would crystallize in his mind. If he thought about work, Chanté would
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