belt buckle with a clink and released every one of the teeth holding back his waiting erection. Then he dropped his pants into a careful puddle on the floor and stood, totally naked.
Holy mother of all thatâs . . . whoa!
Heâd been commando. No pesky underwear to bother with. Just another tattoo that looked like an eagle talon on his hip and inch after imposing inch of his massive erection.
She swallowed.
âIf you work for the post office, Iâll let you inspect my package.â He sauntered the two steps back to the sofa and stood over her. âHell, I might even let you if you donât.â
The pick-up line barely registered with his thick male flesh bobbing in her face, its big plum head nearly purple. She had to scrape her jaw off the floor when he wrapped his hand around the stiff column and stroked slowly, visually teasing her.
So sexy.
What would he feel like in her palm? The musky scent of him rising toward her seemed more concentrated and mysterious between his legs. His testicles were big and heavy.
She was desperate to touch him.
After watching the slow, hypnotic motion of his thick fingers sliding up and down his sensitive sex, Rachel ached to do that to Decker and make him feel good.
With a fortifying breath, she forced down her nervousness, shoved his hand out of her way, and gripped the hot, hard stalk of flesh. Her fingers didnât quite meet when she encircled him. Slowly, she stroked up, swiping her thumb over the head. He clenched his teeth and hissed in a breath, hardening even more in her hand.
A tremor of need shook her. Her folds became more than a little damp.
âDamn, beautiful. Thatâs so good. Unless youâre looking to finish me off with your hand, I wouldnât do that for much longer.â
Eventually, she might want that with a lover, but now she wanted to be with Decker more than simply watch him.
âNot what I had in mind.â She shook her head.
âThen what are you going to do with me?â
His words ended with a moan, and the sound went straight between her legs.
Good question.
Exactly what did she want? She frowned, coming up blank. The truth was, she didnât know.
The obvious was to put his big, silky shaft in her mouth and suck. Sheâd heard men liked that. It sounded exciting . . . a little forbiddenâat least to her. Sheâd never done it. Owen thought fifteen minutes for sex was too long, so theyâd never lingered. As much as she wished for the confidence to just wrap her lips around him, she wasnât the sort to climb all over a guy. And she had no idea what Decker would truly like or enjoy. A vague shame overtook her that she hadnât asked even once. Sex was supposed to be a two-way street. Hadnât Owenâs lack of communication taught her that?
âWhat are your suggestions?â Rachel hoped he had plenty. Clearly, she was clueless and lost now that her big take-charge plan didnât seem to be working.
âThat you let me show you.â When she opened her mouth to argue, he knelt and put a finger to her lips. âI know you want to experience new things. Iâm guessing you havenât had many lovers.â
âJust Owen.â
Understanding softened his face. Rachel didnât know how someone so angular and male could look so gentle.
âHow are you supposed to know what turns you on most if youâve never experienced it? Weâll still experiment, but letâs turn this around. Give me control. If you donât like something, you just tell me. Weâll try something else.â
âBut I let Owen control everything, and it was a disaster.â
âIâm not your ex-idiot.â
No, but
 . . . âI canât be upset that sex is never what I want if I donât play an active role.â
âYou will, and itâs hot that you want to. But to start, I think your active role should be to tell me what you