but didnât betray any emotion. âI donât teach beginners.â
âIâm no beginner. Let me try out, youâll see.â
âThe Ludus Magnus is for serious athletes. If youâre injured, you canât go running to papa and complain. When a gladiator swears the oath, itâs with total commitment, thereâs no going back. How would that work? You an aristocrat and me a commoner? How could you take my orders? And even if you make the cut, the men wonât make it easy for you.â
âIt doesnât matter. I wonât stop.â
âWonât stop until what?â
âUntil Iâm the best.â
He didnât look impressed.
âI heard that you were the only trainer in the capital who heeded his own mind, thatâs why I came to you,â I said. âNow I can see youâre a coward, afraid of what the old men in the Senate will think of you.â
He shrugged and turned to the gladiators running through their drills. âLenticulus! Thereâs a girl over here who says youâre too slow with your spear.â
âCome to my bed tonight,â the man called to me, âand Iâll show you a spear that will be more than enough to satisfy you.â
âYouâll have to suffer that kind of ill-mannered talk and much worse if you train here,â Marcus said to me. âYou see, this is hardly the place for a lady.â
âIf you can last a round against me, you can show me whatever you like,â I yelled at the spearman. Striding past Marcus and stepping into the practice ring, I let Orbis fly. The spearman managed to deflect my first cast, but by then Iâd closed the gap. I snatched my weapon out of the air and recast, and within twenty seconds, Lenticulus lay bleeding on the ground, both his hamstring and spear tip neatly severed.
âNot bad,â Marcus said as the medic rushed to treat my injured opponent. âYouâre a left-hander; that will give you an advantage. Make it hard for your opponent to work out which way the discus will fly.â
âYouâll train me?â
âIâve got to tell you, it will be a big pain in the ass having you on board, Iâll never hear the end of it from the other owners, and these gladiators will complain about having a woman fighting, theyâre very superstitious. But you know what I like more than anything? Winning matches and earning the prize money. That means I can keep doing what I love. You worked over Lenticulus good and proper, and heâs one of my best. You could be a winning horse. The odds in the gaming pool will be stacked against you from the outset, so Iâll win some money betting on you when they put you up against second-raters, and if you survive long enough to get a few matches under your belt, the crowds will swarm to see a noble Viridian gladiatrix. Win and keep winning, and weâll get on just fine. You lose one match and youâre out, even if the crowd spares your life. If you talk back to me or complain, youâre out. If youâre late for practice, youâre out. Understand?â
I could barely contain my excitement. âI thank you.â
âIâll have to teach you to control your weapon, teach it to retract its edge. We canât have you wounding my fighters in practice. The only question is, when the crowd makes their call, can you deliver the death sentence to a gladiator youâve wounded?â
âIâm totally focused on my goal. Nothing will stand in my way.â
âAll right. Training starts at five A.M. tomorrow. And donât thank meânow is when weâll see whoâs the coward. Personally, I donât think youâll last a week.â
âThe art of the discus is all about anticipation and timing,â Marcus said to me on my first training session. âYour weapon has a limited intelligence. It will always find the shortest path back to your hand, but
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