Jeffâs eyes. Jeff flushed, but President Lincoln just smiled and nodded slightly, then turned back toward the platform.
On their way home, Jeff said, âYou know, Lincolnâs not like I thought he would be.â
âHowâs that, Jeff?â Mr. Carter asked.
âWell, you know in the Southern newspapers they make him out to be some kind of a ⦠a monster, a murderer. They say he started the war.â
âThatâs not right,â Mr. Carter said gently. âThis war was the last thing Abraham Lincoln wanted. All he wants now is to keep the Union together.â
âHe wants to set all the slaves free,â Jeff corrected.
âJeff, he said once in a speech that if he could save the Union by freeing some of the slaves and not freeing others, heâd do it. If he could save it by freeing all the slaves, heâd do that. But if he could save it by freeing none of the slaves, heâd do that. But he means to save this Union of ours.â
Jeff thought about President Lincoln a great deal for the next few days. Seeing him had shaken his ideas about the war itself. As long as heâd thought of Lincoln as an evil man who wanted to wreck the South out of pure meanness, it was easy to think about fighting. But Lincolnâs face was kind. Just one look and Jeff had known that he was not evil. So he kept quiet, just once in a while mentioning the president to Leah.
A few days after the service, Dan Carter came to Jeff with an envelope. âLetter for you, Jeff. It came addressed to me. It went to our home in Kentucky first, and my wife mailed it on.â
Jeff took the piece of paper, opened it, and recognized the handwriting at once. âWhy, itâs from Tom.â He scanned the brief page and looked up with a worried expression. âTom says Iâve got to come back. If I donât, Iâll be posted as a deserter.â
âOh, Jeff! Then youâll have to go,â Leah said.
âYes, Iâm afraid you will, my boy. You wouldnât want to be a deserter.â
Jeff glanced quickly at the older man and saw that he was being honest. He thought again,
Yankees canât be all that they told us they were. But I
guess people have told them the same kind of stuff about us.
Aloud he said, âIâll have to go tell Pa.â
âGo by yourself this time. Take the horse,â Mr. Carter said. âIâll find out about the trains and see about tickets.â
Jeff left at once. He tied the horse outside the Old Capitol Prison, was admitted, and once again passed under the hard eyes of Lieutenant Simpkins. âWell, at least I wonât have to see him anymore,â he muttered to himself.
In the prison cell he found his father shaving.
âSit down, Jeff, while I scrape these whiskers off.â Lieutenant Majors drew the blade carefully down his cheek, wiped the lather onto a towel, and then took another pass at his face. âWhatâs been going on?â
Jeff hesitated, then he told his father about President Lincoln and how he felt about him and how it had disturbed him.
Nelson Majors finished the shave, listening carefully. Then he put the razor away. âWell, Yankees are just people like we are. We canât hate them, Jeff. We believe differently, but weâre one people.â
âI guess Iâll have to change the way I think a little bit, Pa.â He knew he had to tell his father something else. âI got a letter from Tom. He said Iâd have to go back or be posted as a deserter.â
At once Nelson Majors said, âIâve been half expecting that, and youâll have to go, of course.â
âYes, thatâs what Mr. Carter says, but I hate to leave you, Pa.â
They talked for a long while, knowing it would be the last time. When Jeff got up to go, he cried out, âPa, itâs awful! I just canât go and leave you alone like this!â
âSon,â the lieutenant said,
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