sheâd had since before leaving the village.
âOooh. Fancy!â Mamá said, looking up from her sewing and admiring Yenyâs outfit. âWhatâs the occasion?â
âThe Peace Carnival, of course,â said Yeny.
Her motherâs needle and thread stopped midair, and she looked at Yeny. âI thought your father and I made it clear that we donât want you to go to the carnival.â
Her words felt like a bucket of ice water poured over Yenyâs head. âBut Papá came to the meeting with me last week, and he said everything looked fine!â
âOh, honey.â She put aside her sewing and got up to give Yeny a hug. âYour father didnât mind you going to the smaller meetings, but you know big meetings like the Peace Carnivalcan be dangerous. We donât want anything to happen to you.â She tried to pull Yeny close, but Yeny broke away.
âBut Iâve been helping organize the carnival all week!â
Her mother looked upset and sad, but Yeny didnât care. Her parents were always making decisions that turned everything upside down, and she was sick of it.
âIâm finally making new friends in this stupid city, and now youâre ruining everything. What will people think if I told them to come to a party that Iâm not allowed to go to myself? You never think about whatâs important to me.â
Her mother looked as though Yeny had punched her in the stomach. âI know itâs hard for you, Yeny, and I know you didnât want to come to the city, but your father and I want you to be safe. You never know whatââ
Yeny felt like running, but here in this little house in the city, there was no escape. She couldnât even go next door to Rocioâs, because Rocio would be on her way to the carnival. Rocioâs parents understood that peace wasnât going to happen if you sat around waiting.
âI hate this,â Yeny said, stomping off to her bed behind the curtain. âI hate the city. I hate the grupos armados. I hate everyone!â
CHAPTER 7
Another Chance
On Monday morning, before school started, everyone was talking about the carnivalâwhite balloons for peace, white streamers, jugglers, clowns, music, hot potato empanadas, crispy cheese arepas, pork tamales, and hundreds of kids. Yeny had heard the boom-boom of the
cumbia
music from her house on Saturday night, and it had only made her madder that she couldnât go.
âYou should have seen the face-painters,â Rocio said. She and her friends had joined Yeny, Juan, and his buddies around the front door of the school.
âYou should have seen my motherâs face when I got home,â said David. âI looked exactly like a sunflower. She almost didnât recognize me.â
âYou wouldnât believe the number of people,â Beto said. âEven Joaquin showed up.â
Yeny couldnât believe her ears. Joaquin at a Peace Carnival? The thought almost made her laugh. If bullies like him showed up on Saturday, then absolutely anything was possible.
âBut where were you, Juan?â Beto asked, chewing on his fingernail. âI didnât see you there.â
âI was talking to my dad,â said Juan, and the others nodded.
âDid you go to the radio station too?â David asked Yeny, and her cheeks flashed hot. She almost lied and said yes. But both Juan and Rocio knew the truth, and the last thing she needed right now was to be known as a liar. âWell, I . . . uh . . .â
Beto looked confused. âYou spent the whole week telling everyone about the Peace Carnival and how important it was, and you didnât bother to go?â
âI wasnât allowed,â she mumbled.
âWhat?â David asked, laughing. âDo your parents have something against peace? Oh, you should have been there. Clowns, and jugglers, and dancing, and my favorite foods . . .â
Yeny wished