man who found him and Floyd Mears,â and added my name and a reminder of my profession.
âI donât believe it,â Buckner said.
âYou donât believe what? That Iâm who I say I am?â
He leaned forward. âNo, that Ray shot it out with some backwoods marijuana dealer. Thatâs bullshit, plain and simple.â
âNot according to the evidence.â
âYeah, well, whatever. But the Ray I knew was no killer. And no damn pothead. He had bad asthma, he couldnât stand smoke.â
âSo his wife told me.â
âDoreen? How do you know her?â
âShe doesnât believe the evidence, eitherâshe thinks he had some other reason for going to see Mears. She came to my office yesterday, begged me to try to prove her right. She told me you were a good friend of her husbandâs; thatâs why Iâm here.â
âGood enough not to blow him off like most of his other so-called friends when he got sent to prison. The only one besides me whoâd have anything to do with him when he came home was Pete Retzyck. Doreen give you his name, too?â
âYes. You know Retzyck, I take it.â
âSure I know him. Heâs a regular here like Ray was. Two of them used to go hunting together.â
âDo you happen to know if he works Saturdays?â
âI donât think so. But I can tell you where he lives. Heââ
The blowsy blonde rattled her glass on the bar and called out in a wheedling tone, âHey, Joe, Iâm dry here, Joe.â
Buckner said to me, âJust a minute,â and went down to the blonde. âNo more, Angie, I told you that before. Youâre over the tab limit.â
âOne more, huh? Just one?â
âNo.â
âCâmon, sweetie, be nice. Just a little one?â
âGo home, Angie.â
âIâm good for it, you know that; I always pay my tab.â
âYeah, sure you do. A few bucks a month, like interest on a credit card.â
She looked my way, looked at the beer drinkers. âWould one of you gentlemen be so kind as to buy a lady one little drink?â
None of us answered her. I knew her type well enoughâalone, lonely, desperate for companionship, and looking for solace in the bottom of an empty glass when it wasnât forthcomingâand I felt a little sorry for her. But not enough to act as an enabler for her alcoholism.
Buckner said, âYou going to walk out under your own power, or you want me to carry you?â
âWell, all right, you donât have to get tough about it.â She lifted herself off the stool with the aid of the beveled edge of the bar. âIâm never coming back here again. Pay my tab with a check. Youâll never see me again.â
âPromises, promises,â one of the beer drinkers said. For some reason the other two thought this was funny. The blonde glared at them, straightened her skirt, and went out with a slow, walk-a-straight-line kind of dignity.
Buckner came back to me. âDrunks,â he said. Then he said, âIâll tell you something about Doreen. Womanâs a saint. Ray, well, he was no world-beater, but she stood by him through the rough patches, waited for him while he was in Mule Creek. Visited him whenever she could; I drove her up there a couple of times myself. Loyal, you know?â
âUh-huh.â
âSo you do a good job for her, man; donât try to take advantage.â
âI wonât. You donât have to worry about that.â
He nodded his head, then flicked it sideways. âThatâs another thing I canât figure,â he said. âRay doing what he did that got him put in prison. Driving drunk, resisting arrest, assaulting a cop. Just not like him at all.â
âNo?â
âHell, no. He wasnât a heavy boozer, didnât usually drink more than a few beers. I only seen him drunk a couple of times in the ten
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