flat.
âOh.â She paused, hitching the sheet more firmly around her. âWell, perhaps I could make another pot. And maybe borrow one of your shirts?â She raised her eyebrows, tossing her hair over her shoulders, determined to seem far more insouciant and confident than she felt. What man could resist a woman wrapped in a sheet after all?
âI donât think thatâs a good idea.â
Apparently Max could. Zoeâs hand clenched on the sheet, and the satin slipped under her fingers. Max regarded her with a remote coolness that made her throat dry and her eyes sting.
No. No, please, no. Not this. Not this utter rejection, the look in his eyes one ofâ¦annoyance? Zoe feared that was the humiliating emotion she saw there. She was no more than an irritation to be dealt with before he got on with his day.
Or was she overreacting? Battle scarred from all the trashy tabloid talk, the stares and whispers?
âWhy?â she finally asked, and forced herself to smile. âAre you out of coffee?â
âNo, Iâm not,â Max replied. âBut I donât think you should stay long enough to warrant coffee or clothes.â
Zoe blinked. She felt as if sheâd been slapped. She opened her mouth but for once any witty retort or rejoinder deserted her. Her mind was blank, numb, and she looked away, blinking hard.
âI canât say much for your hospitality,â she finally managed. Her voice sounded scratchy, and her throat felt sore.
âNo,â Max agreed. His mouth was set in a hard line, the expression in his eyes chilly and so terribly resolute.
âDid last night not mean anything to you?â Zoe asked, wincing even as the words came out of her mouth. What a stupid question to ask. Obviously it didnât; he really couldnât make it any plainer. Was she a glutton for punishment, demanding the torture of him explaining himself even more?
âNo,â Max said again, and Zoe bit her lip. âAnd I donât think it meant much to you either.â
How could he say that, Zoe wondered, when sheâd felt so different, so new ? How could he believe it? Pride forced herself to smile coolly and toss her hair over her shoulders. âWell, even so, a parting cup of coffee would be a courtesy, at least.â
âSorry.â He didnât sound sorry at all.
âRight. Well.â She gripped the sheet tightly; the last thing she wanted was for the thing to fall off completely and leave her standing completely naked in front of this man who had used and rejected her with a clinical, cold cruelty.
And she had let him.
Sheâd wanted to forgetâ¦and she had to give Max thatâheâd allowed her to forget.
And now she just had more pain and heartache to remember. To try to forgetâ¦again.
âYou might want to explain to your future lovers that you have a strict morning-after policy,â she said, gripping a handful of sheet, her teeth gritted even though she managed to keep her voice cutting rather than wobbly, as if she were angry rather than desolate or even heartbroken. âOut before eight oâclock.â
âActually, itâs almost nine,â Max drawled in a bored voice. âBut Iâll keep that in mind.â
âBastard,â Zoe hissed. She couldnât keep herself from saying it; it was better than crying.
Max swivelled to face her fully for the first time since sheâd come out on the terrace.
âYou knew what you were getting into, Zoe,â he said coolly. â Just Zoe. Some men might sugarcoat it a bit more than I do, but the fact remains the same. We had a night together, and itâs over. Now I have work to do.â
He rose from his chair, one hand braced against the table. Zoe didnât move, and his mouth tightened.
âYou need to go.â
âWhat aboutââ Zoe swallowed the words. What was the point of asking, What about when I touched your scar? I
Laramie Briscoe, Seraphina Donavan