have. Iâll probably never look at a TV program or movie the same way again,â she said as they got into Tajâs car for the short ride back to their office. âJust how did you become so interested in all of this?â
Taj shrugged, driving with the reckless abandon of many twentysomething males. âI didnât much like the real world I was growing up in. I lived in a really bad part of Newark, New Jersey. I loved going to the movies âcause it helped me forget about sharing a bedroom with my two brothers. We used to listen to gunshots from outside our apartment window at night. The mother of one of my friends was killed walking home from the supermarket. How messed up is that?
âI had no space of my own, man. I always wished I could be someplace else but home. My mom really tried hard and everything, but I wanted out. I knew when I was little I wanted to live and work in Hollywood.â
âBut why Hollywood? Why not New York, or Philadelphia?â
âDifferent city, same problems. I felt like I could breathe in California.â He glanced briefly at Savannah. âPeople come here because of the weather or to get into the movies. I came to get as far away from Newark as I could. I came to save my life.â
Savannah didnât have much to say after that. She couldnât relate to the environment Taj had been raised in, and she had never really felt the need to escape, as he had. But she suddenly found herself applying some of his motivation for coming to L.A., of all places, to her father. She suddenly wondered if thatâs what it had been like for him? Maybe he wasnât escaping from a circumstance, so much as running to one that he wanted for himself. But still, there was that nagging question: how could he just up and leave his family to risk everything on a career in Hollywood?
âThanks for the field trip,â Savannah said to Taj, once theyâd returned to their own studio.
âAnytime, Baby Girl. Next time, weâll go people watching. I know where all the celebrities hang.â
Savannah gave Taj a slightly exasperated look. They were walking down narrow mazelike corridors to their cubicles. âWhy do you insist on calling me that?â
âWhat? Baby Girl? Hey, thatâs a compliment. You donât even know some of the names I got for folks around here. Itâs laid-back and all that in L.A., but not everybody is nice. Sorry to say it, but there are lots of brothers and sistahs who get an attitude, know what Iâm saying? Jealousy and backstabbing and liars, but youâre not like that. You have this sweet innocenceâ¦.â
Savannah rolled her eyes in amusement. âOh, pleaseâ¦â
âLike you donât really know whatâs going on. Youâre like Alice in Wonderland. Only brown skinned.â
His observation made Savannah laugh as she reached her office and turned to thank Taj once again. âI had a really good time. Now I really do owe you a drink sometime.â
âDonât worry about it. But it looks like I got big-time competition,â he said, walking away.
She frowned. âWhat are you talking about?â
Taj didnât stop walking and he didnât turn around. âIn your office. On your desk.â
Savannah did as she was told. On her desk was a bouquet of mixed exotic flowers. The arrangement was so large that it seemed to fill her small space. The rounded glass vase was wrapped in pale mauve cellophane, with streams of pink, blue and purple ribbon tying it in place. She stared in disbelief at the magnificent grouping, certain that a mistake had been made in delivery.
She tried searching for a card enclosure but found none. Sitting down she called the receptionist.
âKim, thereâs a giant arrangement of flowers on my desk. I think it was meant for someone else. Could you check and find out where it was supposed to be delivered? Probably the directorâs