outside our building. He beeped his horn. I turned and saw him in his parked car, the windows up and motor running. He often sat there like that, reading, singing, sleeping, not doing much. In the eight years Iâve lived here Iâve never seen him with another person. He rolled down his window and said âYou get any heat today?â
âSome.â
âBoy, my place is an icebox. Canât understand it. Weâre all fed from the same boiler and pipes. Thatâs why Iâm here. And last night my fuse blew and the box is in the locked basement and the landlady wasnât answering her phone. After sleeping with an electric blanket for fifteen years, I couldnât get in three winks. So what, right? And getting too cold for me. See ya,â and he rolled up his window.
The next people I met were from the block and immediate neighborhood. I must be acquainted with a couple of hundred people from around here including neighbors, supers, kids playing, shopkeepers, city service people, people from the bars and stores and the local street winos and summer domino people and the like. The seven or eight I met till I finally got out of the neighborhood I either smiled or waved to or said âHey, howâs it going?â and they said âFineâ and I said âGoodâ or they said âHow are you?â and I said âFineâ and they said âGoodâ and that was our conversation. Occasionally when Iâve said âHowâs it going?â someone would stop to tell me. Usually it was the blues. Today the only person who stopped me was the owner of several remodeled brownstones on the block. I nodded as I passed. She grabbed my arm and said âThose people.â
âI looked aroundâ and said âWhat people?â
âThose people. There. Look at them,â and she ripped a sign off the lamppost which said there was going to be a block party with guitar entertainment at the corner church one week from tonight: free admission, bring cookies, wine and soda sold. Sheâd been in a Nazi death camp and had numbers on her arm and a few times had told me how the Russian soldiers liberated a boxcar of women she was in and raped all of them and shot half of them and shaved off all their body hairs and carved Cyrillic letters into their montes veneris and heads. She said, tearing the sign in two, âAll these committees are nothing but pseudoliberal gudgeons or Reds.â
âWho knows,â I said, âand try and have a nice day.â
The first person I recognized outside my neighborhood was someone I went to school with at Music and Art and Juilliard. He was entering a bank. I yelled out his name. He didnât hear me. I followed him in and joined him on the tellerâs line. âHey, Enos.â
âBuddy old boy,â and he kissed my cheek. âGod you look good. Whatâs new? Still in their pitching?â
âNo sell or soap though. But youâre strong. Mr. Jingle, name up in brights.â
âLet me tell you about it.â
âGreat if itâs what you like. Howâs Lola?â
âWhere you been? She unloaded me for my lyricist and took the girls. Third page in the Post . Donât you read anything but scores? Iâm with a new chickadee now. Young. Great flautist. Really does those scales. Gomes from a fine family of virtuoso pipers that go back to Prince Kinsky and Rasoumou. And anti-marriage and big knockers that Lola never had. Remember? Flat, like everything else about her. Iâm going to snap a time shot montage of those tits with me blowing and playing on them and send it to Lo just to make her seat sweat. You married?â
âNah.â
âTeaching?â
âThose kids were nuts. Throwing the music stands at me, pouring mucilage between the keys. Screw it. Even for money I wasnât going insane.â
âTry college.â
âNo masterâs.â
âGet a