closer and Katieâs eyes shut automatically then popped open again when the crash of a garbage can reverberated from her side yard.
Matt jumped back, releasing her once more.
âProbably just a bear,â she said, her eyes narrowing at the darkness. âThey can be annoying sometimes.â Her voice pitched louder on the word annoying .
âDo you want me to take a look?â Matt asked at the same time he stepped back. It took a while to get used to the wildlife that meandered into mountain towns, especially for those whoâd moved to Colorado from the city. Besides, Katie had no intention of allowing him to discover exactly whatâor whoâwas lurking in her side yard.
âItâs fine.â She crossed her arms over her chest. âI keep the regular can in the garage. Thereâs nothing he can mess with over there. Iâd better go in, though. Early morning at the bakery.â
Matt kept his wary gaze on the side of her house. âI had a great time, Katie. Iâll call you soon. You should get in the house.â He flashed a smile but waited for her to climb the steps before turning to his Explorer.
Katie waved as he drove away. She stood there a minute longer until his taillights disappeared around the corner. Blowing out a frustrated breath, she tapped one foot against the wood planks of the porch. âYou can come out now,â she called into the darkness. A few seconds later, Tater trotted onto the porch, tail wagging. Katie bent and scratched the dogâs ears. Tater immediately flipped onto her back.
âSlut,â Katie whispered as she ran her fingers through the Labâs soft fur. She didnât want to think about how much she had in common with Tater, since Katieâs instinct was to beg for loving every time she thought about Noah. Even at her angriest she wanted him, which made her more pathetic than she was willing to admit.
She commanded herself to woman up as Noah hopped onto her porch and leaned against the wood rail.
âAre you afraid to come any closer?â she asked, straightening. Tater flipped to her feet and headed into the box spruce bushes that ran along the front of the house.
âShould I be?â His voice was low and her bodyâstupid, traitorous bodyâimmediately reacted. The darkness of the night lent a sort of intimacy to their exchange that Katie tried her best to ignore.
She forced herself not to look at him standing in the shadows. She was stronger than she had been a week ago, committed to moving on from her silly girlhood crush. The fact that the object of that crush had just crashed a very promising first date was irrelevant. âWhat are you doing here, Noah?â
âProtecting you.â
She huffed out a laugh. âFrom a really nice guy who might actually be interested in me?â She turned for the house, opening the screen door. âExcuse me if I forget to thank you.â
Her fingers had just touched the door handle when Noah was beside her, reaching out to grab her wrist. âIâm sorry,â he whispered, releasing her when she tugged away from his grasp. âI did want to make sure you were okay.â
âWhy wouldnât I be?â
âI donât know.â He raked his fingers through his blond hair, leaving the ends sticking out all over. It should have made him look silly, but to Katie it was a reminder of running her own hands through his hair when heâd held her. âIâve been a lousy friend, and this isnât my place. Iâve told you I canât give you what you want. We both know that. But...youâre alone here, Katie.â
Her lungs shut down for a second as sharp pain lanced through her at his words. Then she gasped and his gaze met hers, a mix of tenderness and sympathy that had her blinking back sudden tears. He knew, she realized. Her biggest fear, the one nobody recognized because she kept it so hidden. As busy as she was, as