sleeping for ever.â
Or who else might she soothe into sleep?
It was soâ¦seductive.
Shanni had turned on the heater and the room was warmâalmost over-warm. The huge breakfast had made Nick feel so sated he almost needed sleep again himself, even though it was only two hours since heâd woken. The child in his arms slept on and on, catching up on missed time.
Shanniâs voice was low and sweet and melodicâsoothing him toward rest.
If Nick hadnât been watching Lenâ¦
But he was. He was watching Len like a hawk. The gun was slowly slipping. It must be so heavy.
Please let those outside not use the loud hailer or try to contact him again, Nick thought, but if Shanniâs brother had twigged as to why she wanted the hay fever tablets then they wouldnât be so stupid.
They werenât.
Shanni read and Nick watched Lenâand Nick watched Shanni. He watched the gentle rise and fall of her breast, and he listened to the soft lilting of her voice. If I was three years old this is where Iâd like to go to kindergarten, he thought dazedly, and had to shake himself. No one had ever read him stories. Not ever!
For heavenâs sake, he was thirty-two years old. This was stupid. He was feeling like this just because it was a novelty. A situation like thisâ¦
A woman like Shanniâ¦
Heâd never met anyone like her.
And finally her voice fell away to nothing.
And sheâd succeeded.
âHeâs asleep,â she said softly. At the window, Lenâs face had fallen forward so his chin was resting on his chest. His gun had fallen to one side in the chair and his hands were lifeless. His chest rose and fell in a slow, steady rhythm.
âLen?â Shanni asked softly.
âLeave him be for a bit,â Nick said. âWeâve worked on this. Letâs not spoil it by hurrying.â
â Weâve worked on this?â
He grinned at that, tension easing. âOkay, smartyboots. Youâve worked on it. How many tablets did you give him?â
âFour at twenty-five milligrams.â
âEnough to stop the worst sneezing.â
âEven mine,â she said virtuously. She wrinkled her nose and her eyes danced. âSee? Not even a sniffle.â
âMiraculous. How many did you take?â
âHmm. Somewhere between zero and none. I canât quite remember.â
He smiled and they waited on, both knowing that once Len was deeply asleep they had nothing to fear. Ten minutes. Fifteen. It was strangely intimate: sitting in a pile of bedding holding the child in his arms with Shanni watching over them.
âHe has such huge problems,â she said out of the blue.
âWho?â Were they talking about Len?
They werenât. âHarry, of course.â She sighed, placing a hand on Harryâs mop of fair curls. âIâm so worried about him. Theyâre threatening to put him into a home for psychologically disturbed children.â
âIs he?â
âPsychologically disturbed?â She shrugged. âMaybe. Wouldnât you be if your dad was dead and your mother and stepfather hated you?â And then she frowned at the look on Nickâs face. âWhy? What have I said?â
âNothing.â He somehow put aside shadows of past hurt and shook his head. âThis has nothing to do with me. Or you, either, as far as I can see. Heâs just one of your students, isnât he? What do you get from taking the worries of the world onto your shoulders?â
âMeaning you think Iâm stupid for trying?â
âMaybe.â He shrugged.
She gave him a long, measuring look. âNo. You donâtmean that. For a lawyer, I thought you were pretty good to Len just then.â
âIâm a magistrate. I have to learn niceties.â
âLegal niceties. Not human niceties. Butâ¦you were nice just now. It wasnât all an act.â
How did she know that? She