not seeing Kevin again.
âYou look beautiful, Jen. That blue is a great color on you.â
She was wearing a two-piece blue silk dress. On one of his visits, Erich had insisted on outfitting her and the children at Saks. Sheâd protested but heâd overridden her objection. âLook at it this way. By the time the bill comes in youâll be my wife.â
Now her Vuitton bags were filled with designer suits and blouses and sweaters and slacks and evening skirts, Raphael boots and Magli shoes. After her first uneasiness about having Erich paying for them before they were married, sheâd had a marvelous time. And what joy it had been to shop for the girls. âYouâre so good to us.â It became a constant refrain.
âI love you, Jenny. Every penny I spend is pleasure for me. Iâve never been happier.â
Heâd helped her select the clothes. Erich had an excellent sense of style. âThe artistâs eye,â she joked.
âWhere are the girls?â Kevin asked. âIâd like to say goodbye to them.â
âFran took them for a walk. Weâll pick them up after the ceremony. Fran and Mr. Hartley are having lunch with us. Then weâll go right to the airport.â
âJen, I think youâve rushed into this too fast. Youâve only known Krueger a month.â
âThatâs long enough when youâre sure, when youâre very sure. And we both are.â
âWell, Iâm still not sure about the adoption. I donât want to give up my kids.â
Jenny tried not to show irritation. âKevin, weâve been through this. Youâve signed the papers. You donât bother with the girls. You donât support them. In fact whenever youâre interviewed you deny having a family.â
âHow are they going to feel when theyâre grown and understand that I gave them up?â
âGrateful for giving them the chance to be with a father who wants them. You seem to forget Iâm adopted. And Iâll always be grateful to whoever gave me up. Being raised by Nana was mighty special.â
âI agree Nana was mighty special. But I donât like Erich Krueger. Thereâs something about him . . .â
âKevin!â
âAll right. Iâll go. Iâll miss you, Jen. I still love you. You know that.â He took her hands. âAnd I love my kids too.â
Act three, curtain, Jenny thought. Not a dry eye in the house. âPlease, Kevin. I donât want Erich to find you here.â
âJen, thereâs a chance I may be coming to Minnesota. Iâve got a good crack at getting in the repertory company at the Guthrie Theater in Minneapolis. If I do, Iâll look you up.â
âKevin, donât look me up!â
Firmly she opened the apartment door. The buzzer rang. âThat must be Erich,â Jenny said nervously. âDarn it. I didnât want him to see you here. Come on, Iâll walk you out.â
Erich was waiting behind the locked French-glass foyer doors. He was holding a large gift-wrapped box. Dismayed, she watched his expression change from anticipation to displeasure as he saw her coming down the hall with Kevin.
She opened the outer door to admit him then saidquickly, âKevin stopped over for just a minute. Good-bye, Kevin.â
The two men stared at each other. Neither spoke. Then Kevin smiled and bent over Jenny. Kissing her on the mouth, he said, his tone intimate. âIt was wonderful being with you. Thanks again, Jen. See you in Minnesota, darling.â
5
W e are crossing over Green Bay, Wisconsin. Our altitude is thirty thousand feet. Weâll be landing at the Twin Cities Airport at five-fifty-eight P.M . The temperature in Minneapolis is eight degrees Fahrenheit. Itâs a clear, beautiful afternoon. Hope youâre enjoying your flight, folks. Thanks again for flying Northwest.â
Erichâs hand covered Jennyâs.