âEnjoying your flight?â
She smiled at him. âVery much.â They both looked down at his motherâs gold wedding band now on her finger.
Beth and Tina had fallen asleep. The flight attendant had removed the center arm and they were curled up together, auburn ringlets overlapping, their new green velvet jumpers and white turtleneck pullovers somewhat rumpled now.
Jenny turned to study the cushion of clouds that floated outside the plane window. Underneath her happiness she was still furious with Kevin. Sheâd known he was weak and irresponsible but sheâdalways thought of him as being casually good-natured. But he was a spoiler. Heâd managed to cloud their wedding day.
In the apartment after he left, Erich had said, âWhy did he thank you and what did he mean? Did you invite him to our home?â
Sheâd tried to explain but the explanation felt hollow in her own ears.
âYou gave him three hundred dollars?â Erich asked incredulously. âHow much does he owe you in support payments and loans?â
âBut I donât need that and the furniture was half his.â
âOr maybe you wanted to be sure he had fare to come visit you?â
âErich, how can you believe that?â Sheâd forced back the tears that threatened to fill her eyes but not before Erich had seen them.
âJenny, forgive me. Iâm sorry. Iâm jealous of you. I admit that. I hate the fact that man ever touched you. I donât want him to ever put a finger on you again.â
âHe wonât. I can promise you that. God, if anything Iâm so grateful to him for signing the adoption papers. I kept my fingers crossed right to the last minute on that.â
âMoney talks.â
âErich, you didnât pay him?â
âNot much. Two thousand dollars. A thousand per girl. A very cheap price to get rid of him.â
âHe sold you his children.â Jenny had tried to keep the contempt from showing in her voice.
âIâd have paid fifty times more.â
âYou should have told me.â
âI wouldnât have told you now except I donât want any leftover pity for him. . . . Letâs forget him. This is our day. How about opening your wedding present?â
It was a Blackglama mink coat. âOh, Erich.â
âCome onâtry it on.â
It felt luxurious, soft, lightweight, warm. âItâs exactly right with your hair and eyes,â Erich said, pleased. âDo you know what I was thinking this morning?â
âNo.â
Heâd put his arms around her. âI slept so badly last night. I hate hotels and all I could think is that tonight Jenny will be with me in my own home. Do you know that poem, âJenny Kissed Meâ?â
âIâm not sure.â
âI could only remember a couple of the lines. âSay Iâm weary, say Iâm sadâ... and then the triumphant last line is âJenny kissed me.â I was thinking that as I rang the bell and then a minute later I have to watch Kevin MacPartland kiss you.â
âPlease, Erich.â
âForgive me. Letâs get out of this place. Itâs depressing.â
She hadnât had time to take a final look before he rushed her to the limousine.
Even during the ceremony Kevin had been on her mind, especially her marriage to him at St. Monicaâs four years ago. Theyâd chosen that church because Nana had been married there. Nana sat beaming in the first row. She hadnât approved of Kevin but put her doubts behind her when she couldnât dissuade. Jen. What would she think of this ceremony before a judge instead of a priest? âI, Jennifer, take you . . . She hesitated. Dear God, sheâd almost said Kevin. She felt Erichâs questioning eyes and began again. Firmly âI, Jennifer, take you, Erich . . . â
âWhat God has joined together, man must not