bubbling with enthusiasm and happiness. He did not want to disappoint her. He hoped her good nature was always with her. It crossed his mind that he wished to show her Woodland at some point in time, before the kumpaânia went north again. There was so much he could offer her nowâexcept she preferred the Roma way.
He could see her in his gadjo home, in a gadjiâ s dress, and he stiffened because that was completely wrong. He faced Stevan. âJaelle and I have all nightâand many nights to talk to one another.â He sent her a smile. âMaybe I can find you your husband, jelâenedra. â
She made a face. âThank you, but no. I will hunt on my ownâand choose on my own.â
âSo independent!â he teased. âAnd is it a manhunt?â
She gave him a look that was far too arch; she was no naive, virginal, pampered English rose. âWhen he comes, I will hunt him.â She stood on tiptoe to kiss his cheek and darted off.
Emilian stared after her.
âDo not worry,â Stevan said. âShe is far more innocent than she appears. She is playing the woman, that is all. I sometimes think of her as being fifteen.â
âShe isnât fifteen,â he said tersely. Romany mores and ethics were entirely different from gadjo ones. It would be unusual if Jaelle was entirely innocent when it came to passion. âShe should be married,â he said abruptly. He did not wish for her to be used and tossed aside like their mother.
Stevan laughed. âSpoken like a true brotherâa full-blood brother!â
Emilian didnât smile. He waited.
Stevanâs smile faded. âWalk with me.â
He did, with a terrible sense of dread. The night had settled with a thousand stars over them. The trees sighed as they walked by. âSheâs not here.â
âNo, she is not.â
âIs she dead?â
Stevan paused, placing both of his hands on his shoulders. âRaiza is dead. I am sorry.â
He wasnât a boy of twelve and he had no right to tears, but they filled his eyes. His mother was dead. Raiza was deadâand he hadnât been there with her. She was deadâand heâd last seen her eight long years ago. âDamn it,â he cursed. âWhat happened?â
âWhat always happens, in the end, to the Romany?â Stevan asked simply.
âShe was telling fortunes at a fair in Edinburgh. A lady was very displeased with her fortune, and when she came back, she did so with her nobleman. She accused Raiza of deceit and demanded the shilling back. Raiza refused. A crowd had gathered, and soon everyone was shouting at Raiza, accusing her of cheating, of begging, of stealing their coin. By the time I learned of this and had gone to her stall, the mob was stoning her. Raiza was hiding behind her table, using it like a shield, otherwise, she would have died then.â
His world went still. He saw his mother, cowering behind a flimsy wood table, the kind used to play cards.
âI ran through the crowd and they began to stone me. I grabbed Raizaâshe was hurt, Emilian, and bleeding from her head. I tried to protect her with my body and we started to run away. She tripped so hard I lost hold of her. I almost caught herâinstead, she fell. She hit her head. She never woke up.â
He wanted to nod, but he couldnât move. He saw her lying on a cobbled street, her eyes wide and sightless, her head bleeding.
Stevan embraced him. âShe was a good woman and she loved you greatly. She was so proud of you! It was unjust, but God gave us cunning to make up for the gadjo ways. One day, the gadjo will pay. They always pay. We always make them pay. Fools.â He spit suddenly. âI am glad you used budjo to cheat the gadjos and make yourself rich!â He spit again, for emphasis.
Emilian realized he was crying. He hadnât cried since that long-ago night when heâd first been torn from his Romany