Itâs not his fault that he looks exactly like Tigerstar. But other cats look at him like that too.â Thoughtfully she licked her paw and drew it over her ear. âI want my kits to grow up happy, not feeling guilty because of something that happened before they were born. Maybe thereâs more hope of that now, if Tigerstar becomes a great leader. Maybe theyâll even be proud of him in the end.â
Fireheart twitched his ears uncomfortably, unable to share her optimism.
âThey both respect you, you know,â Goldenflower went on. âEspecially since you saved Bramblekit from the fire.â
For a moment Fireheart didnât know what to say. He felt guiltier than ever about his hostile feelings toward Bramblekit, yet however hard he tried he could not help seeing the murderous father in the young kit.
âI think you should tell them about Tigerstar,â Goldenflower meowed, turning an intense gaze on him. âYouâre the deputy, after all. They would take it well from youâand I know you would tell them the truth.â
âYouâ¦you think I should tell them now?â Fireheart stammered. The way Goldenflower spoke made it sound like a challenge.
âNo, not now,â replied Goldenflower calmly. âNot until youâre ready. And when you think theyâre ready,â she added. âBut donât leave it for too long.â
Fireheart dipped his head. âI will, Goldenflower,â he promised. âAnd Iâll make it as easy for them as I can.â
Before Goldenflower could reply, Bramblekit came skiddingup to his mother with Tawnykit just behind him. âCan we go and see the elders?â he asked, eyes shining. âOne-eye promised to tell us some great stories!â
Goldenflower let out an indulgent purr. âYes, of course,â she meowed. âTake her something from the pile of fresh-killâthatâs good manners. And mind that youâre back here by sunset.â
âWe will!â meowed Tawnykit. She dashed off across the camp, calling over her shoulder, âIâm going to fetch a mouse for One-eye!â
âNo, youâre not, I am!â Bramblekit yowled, scampering after her.
âWell,â Goldenflower meowed, turning back to Fireheart, âif you can see anything wrong with those kits, tell me what it is, because I canât.â
She got up, obviously not needing an answer, and shook each paw in turn before retreating into the nursery. Fireheart watched her go. Somehow he had managed to make himself unpopular with both Speckletail and Goldenflower; even though Goldenflower trusted him, she clearly found it hard to forgive him for his conflicting feelings about Bramblekitâand he was no nearer to sorting them out.
Sighing, he got to his paws, realizing it was time he sent out the evening patrol. As he turned away from the nursery he caught sight of Brackenfur, who was hovering nearby as if he wanted to speak to him.
âIs there a problem?â he asked the young warrior.
âI donât know,â Brackenfur replied. âItâs just that I sawwhat happened there, with Speckletailâs kit, andââ
âYouâre not going to tell me I was too hard on Bramblekit, are you?â
âNo, Fireheart, of course not. Butâ¦well, I think there might be something wrong with Snowkit.â
Fireheart knew that the golden brown tom wouldnât make a fuss about nothing. âGo on,â he urged.
âIâve been keeping an eye on him,â Brackenfur explained. He scuffed the ground with his forepaws, an embarrassed look on his face. âIâ¦I sort of hoped Bluestar might choose me to mentor him, and I wanted to get to know him. And I think thereâs something the matter with him. He doesnât play like the others. He doesnât seem to respond when any cat talks to him. You know kits, Fireheartânoses into everythingâbut