joint. Now that he no longer smoked cigarettes and, Will supposed, with this latest promotion, if she ever suggested it, he passed.
Lorraine, he was sure, still partook from time to time, the sweet smell lingering in the corners of the house and in her hair. Maybe, looking at her slight, slow sway, she was stoned right now.
How would that be for the baby, he wondered, if it were so?
Would it make him a cool kid or slightly crazy?
There were some cans of beer in the fridge and he took one and went into the living room and switched on the TV. Lorraine had been vague about dinner, but he thought she was entitled, hormones all over the place like they were. Later heâd phone for a curry or, better still, a Chinese. It was ages since theyâd eaten Chinese.
They were in bed before ten thirty, Lorraine set to read a chapter or so of whatever book she had on the go, Will rolling away from her and on to his side, arm raised to shield his eyes from the light.
He must have fallen asleep straight away, because the next thing he knew it was pitch dark and the bed beside him was empty. Lorraine was sitting on the toilet with her nightgown pulled high across her thighs.
âYou all right?â Anxiety breaking in his voice.
âYes. Yes, just woke with this pain.â She indicated low in her abdomen.
âBut youâre okay? I mean, nothingâs happened?â
âNothingâs happened.â
When he bent to kiss her forehead it was damp and seared with sweat. âWhy donât you let me get you something? A drink of water? Tea? How about some peppermint tea?â
âYes. Peppermint tea. That would be nice.â
He kissed her chastely on the lips and went downstairs.
Back in bed, he found it near impossible to get back to sleep, dozed fitfully and got up finally at five.
Jake was fast off, thumb in his mouth, surrounded by his favourite toys.
Will made coffee and toast and sat at the kitchen table staring out, willing it to get light. At six thirty he gave in and dialled Helenâs number. She answered on the second ring.
âNot asleep then?â
âHardly.â
âYesterday,â Will said, âyou think I was being overcautious?â
âIn the car?â
âWhat I said in the car, yes. About waiting to see if we had a match.â
âYou donât think thereâs any doubt?â
âHas to be some. But, shit, not really, no.â
âYou want to go over there now? Sharon Petersâ parents?â
âWhat do you reckon? A couple of hoursâ drive? More?â
âCoventry? This time of the morning maybe less.â
âIâll meet you by the Travelodge on the A14. This side of the turn-off for Hemingford Grey.â
âItâs a deal.â Will could hear the excitement rising in her voice.
The traffic moving into and out of the city was heavy and it was close to nine before they arrived at the house, a twenties semi-detached in a quiet street with trees, leafless still, at frequent intervals. Cars parked either side.
There was a van immediately outside the house with decorating paraphernalia in the rear, partly covered by a paint-splodged sheet. The man who came to the door was wearing off-white dungarees, speckled red, blue and green.
âMr Peters?â
He looked Will and Helen up and down, as if slowly making up his mind. Then he stepped back and held the door wide. âYouâd best come in. Donât want everyone knowing our business up and down the street.â
One wall of the room into which he led them was a virtual shrine to Sharon when sheâd been alive, photographs almost floor to ceiling.
âThe wifeâs out,â Peters said. âDropping off our other girl at school. Usually goes and does a bit of shopping after that.â
Our other girl, Will was thinking. Of course, to them sheâs still alive.
âYou know why weâre here?â Helen asked.
âSomething to do