was a man whose circumstances had forced him to move to Texas; a man who, at the time of Joshâs conception, had been little more than a boy himself; a man who, at that tender age, couldnât have been expected to settle down. Then sheâd thought, in this silly fantasy, that sheâd eventually track down Dave and give him the news. Sheâd told herself he would be mature and would understand, and that Josh would somehow connect with his father. Butâ¦if Luke was telling the truth, it was too late. Josh would never know his father.
âKatie?â Lukeâs voice startled her.
âItâ¦it canât be.â She glanced at him and saw a storm of emotions she didnât understand in his expression. âHe was so youngânot much older than me.â She drew in a long, disbelieving breath.
âI know.â His face showed genuine concern. âAre you okay?â
âYesâ¦fineâ¦â But it was a lie.
âYouâre sure?â Obviously he wasnât convinced.
âNo. I mean, yes.â She blinked rapidly, refusing to break down altogether. Inside, she was numb. Shaking. Grieving painfully. But she couldnât let Luke Gates or anyone else know how devastated she felt. This was too deep. Too personal. Dabbing at an escaping tear with the tip of her finger, she stared out the window. âI, uh, knew Daveâ¦. He was in the twinsââmy half brothersââclass in high school, and he hung around the house sometimes. I liked him, and I didnât know thatâ¦that heâdâ¦â She swallowed hard, then let out a sigh that started somewhere deep in her heart. âYou shocked me, I guess,â she admitted, trying desperately to recover a bit when her entire world seemed shaken, rocked to its very core. Forcing an empty, faltering smile, she asked, âWhatâ¦what happened?â Then, as she looked through the windshield, she said, âOh, no.â
Focusing for the first time on her sonâs soccer team, a ragtag group of kids in shorts and T-shirts who were coming off the dusty field, she saw trouble. The boysâ faces were red, perspiration darkened their hair and grass stains smeared their jerseys. Part of the team was still kicking a ball around, a few others were gathering up their bags and water bottles, but what held her attention was the group huddled around the coach who was helping a sweaty kid who bit his lip as he limped toward the parking lot.
Josh.
Her already-battered heart sank even further.
Luke reached for the door, but Katie was ahead of him, out of the pickup like a shot. âJosh?â she called, waving her arms madly. âOver here!â His face was so red she could barely make out his freckles, and every time he started to put some weight on his right foot, he winced, then bit his lower lip. He had one arm slung around his coachâs shoulder, and he hobbled slowly. Though tears swam in his eyes, his chin was jutted in determination as he made an effort not to cry.
âWhat happened?â Katie asked when she reached him. Luke had gotten out of the truck and was leaning on a fender.
âLittle accident,â the coach explained. âJosh and Tom were fighting for the ball, and Tom tackled him. Josh went down and twisted his ankle.â
âLet me seeââ She bent over and eyed the injured foot. His shin guards had been stripped off, but the swelling was visible through his sock. She clucked her tongue, and when she tried to touch his leg, Josh sucked in a whistling, pained breath.
âHeck of a way to start the season,â the coach, a man by the name of Gary Miller, said.
âI can still play,â Josh protested.
âOnly if the doctor says so.â Gary helped Josh to Lukeâs truck. âI think he should have that ankle x-rayed.â
Katie nodded. âWe will.â
âWhereâs the car?â Josh asked as he slowly climbed into
Aj Harmon, Christopher Harmon