day or two of rest before climbing into a wagon and heading out. Mary would benefit from a comfortable bed in a warm hotel, if Joss were willing to spend the money.
Mary draped her arm over their pile of belongingsâtwo trunks and three carpetbagsâand then rested her cheek on her bent elbow. She looked as worn out and sad as Tarsieâs crumpled bag, stirring Tarsieâs sympathy. Might the depotmaster be willing to share a tin cup and hot water so Tarsie could mix a potion to improve Maryâs constitution? Now that they sat on steady ground rather than in a rocking train car, surely her stomach would hold it down.
Tarsie pressed Nathaniel into Emmyâs arms. âYou children stay here with your mama. Iâm going toââ
âMary!â Jossâs booming voice carried over the discordant melody of hissing steam, whistle blasts, and conversation. Tarsie searched the crowd and spotted his hat-covered head. He emerged from the flow of people and stood before them, his hands on his hips. âSorry it took so long. Had to walk near a mile to reach a livery, but I found us a wagon. Itâs a sorry-looking thing, but the livery owner insists itâll get us to Kansas without breaking down.â He swept off his hat and ran his hand through his thick, unruly waves. âIâm not as certain about the pair of nags he convinced me to buy to pull it, but I couldnât afford any of the other horses in the corral.â He jabbed his thumb over his shoulder. âItâs waiting on the other side of the block. Couldnât get it closer with all the fancy carriages cluttering up the street.â
Mary wearily pushed to her feet, reaching her hand toward the children. âWell, then, letâs each take a bag andââ
Tarsie pressed forward. âYou sit back down with Emmyand Nathaniel. Jossân me will cart our belongings to the wagon and then come fetch you.â She sent Joss a stern look, daring him to argue with her. Her gaze on Jossâs unsmiling face, she added, âAfter these past days of turning your belly inside out, youâre in no shape to be lifting anything heavier than a birdâs feather.â
Silent communication passed between Tarsie and Joss, and although he hesitated for several seconds, he offered a brusque nod. âIâll take the trunks. Tarsie can take the bags. You stay here with the youngâuns until weâre loaded.â Bending forward, he pushed the bags from the trunksâ tops and lifted the biggest one. He sent a quick glance at Tarsie. âFollow me.â
By filling their arms to overflowing, Tarsie and Joss transported all of their possessions from the depot to the wagon in three trips. Tarsie agreed with Joss about the wagon being sorry looking. With unpainted, weathered wood held together by rusty hardware and bent nails, the wagon appeared ready to rattle apart. But the boards supported the trunks and bags, and Tarsie had to trust that the human cargo wouldnât fall through the bed, either.
Tarsie remained with the wagon while Joss fetched Mary and the children. Her heart gave a funny flip when she saw them approach. Joss held Mary in his arms, the children scuttling along beside him, each holding to his jacket tails. What a picture they presentedâa groom carrying his bride, attended by cherubs in homespun. Tears pricked her eyes, and she knew the image would be forever burned in her memory.
Joss placed Mary gently into the bed of the wagon, then swung the children over the warped sides. He turned to Tarsie and offered his hands. Sheâd always viewed his broad handsâcallused from years of toilâas hard and stern. But having seen them hold Mary with such tenderness, they seemed vessels of kindness. Of caring. Of love. Suddenly shy in hispresenceâbut uncertain whyâshe allowed him to assist her into the wagon.
The wagon creaked and complained as Joss coaxed the team into