she was less conscious of it.
He continued to rub her shoulders, and now he eased her onto her side and rubbed her back as well, and Maddie felt even more languorous. Sighing, she felt old tensions ease, and she wondered if she might turn right into jelly. And if so, perhaps Lord Weller would scoop her up andâand what?
Who knew that her body could have such strange and wondrous feelings? If only her headache would fade completely, she could concentrate on the other.
âThat feels so good. I fear you are taking advantage ofââ
Too late, she heard the sound of the door opening, and the gasp and rattle of china as their faithful Bess took in this shocking tableau.
âI never! Iâm fetching the broom and Iâll dust yer backside meself, ye presumptuous no goodââ
âBess!â Maddie said, âYou misunderstood! I didnât, he didnâtâhe was massaging my head because it aches so.â
âI know where yer âead is, and it ainât what âe was aârubbing.â The maidservant sat down the tray with a clatter of china and folded her arms in suspicion.
Blushing once more, Madeline struggled to find some dignity. Lord Weller had straightened, but she had a dreadful certainty that if she glanced at the viscount she would find him choking back laughter.
âBess! You mustnât speak so. This is Lord Weller, our guest andâand myâmy fiancé.â There, she had said it, she was bound to this man, and she would indeed have to go through with this crazy plan.
Because, really, what other choice did she have? She could not shame her father and her whole family by having stories of their night in the woods together repeated throughout the villageâthrough the whole shire, no doubt.
At least her announcement made Bess hesitate, and Lord Weller was wise enough to make a tactical withdrawal while the moment was ripe.
âI shall leave you to the ministrations of your faithful servant,â he said, and slipped out the door before Bess could remember her earlier fury.
Unhappily, Maddieâs headache throbbed once more, still very much with her. Sighing, she put one hand back to her temple.
The maidservant forgot her indignation in her haste to come to her mistressâs aid. ââEre now, I got a fresh cold compress, and more of me âerbal tea, what always âelps yer stomach when yer âead is so bad.â
Maddie agreed meekly and allowed the woman to bustle about until everything was settled to Bessâs satisfaction. Maddie managed a few swallows of the liquid, then settled back with the cool cloth on her head, and the pain subsided once more into a low throbbing roar.
But she thought with a pang of Lord Wellerâs incredible hands and how they had felt stroking her neck and throat. Still, she should not allow such libertiesâtheir engagement was only a ploy to save her reputationâand why was he doing it? Was it only to save her honor?
He had not told her the restâwhy he would benefit, too, from this engagement. She could see no reason at all why he would want to marry a penniless and unimportant girl from the wilds of Yorkshire. Perhaps he had only said that to ease her mind. Or perhaps he didnât mean them to actually marry. Was the betrothal only to be a ruse? And what was it heâd saidâsomething about a blot on his nameâ¦no, perhaps she had not heard him aright.
She could not imagine that he could do anything truly disgraceful. He was so kind and yet so forceful.
Sighing, Maddie shut her eyes and prepared to wait out the rest of this bloody headache. The same illness that had gotten her into this predicament in the first place made it hard for her to reason out what she should do about getting out of it.
She spent the rest of the day lying in the darkened room, moving as little as possible. By late afternoon, she was able to bear the light of one candle, and she wrote
Chris Fabry, Gary D. Chapman