not the only one to feel this way. Ted Schwartz says this about him: “Sidney Gottlieb seemed to approach the chemistry division programs with an eye for truth and a mind not hampered by moral considerations. He was like a delinquent child with a loaded gun who comes to understand trauma, pain, and death only by firing a bullet into someone’s heart. A multitude of sins could be whitewashed in the name of scientific knowledge and the search for truth in a world filled with lies and secrets.” 56
There is even a declassified document that Alan Scheflin found in which the CIA considers building a laboratory for its experiments,
“This laboratory will include a special chamber, in which all psychologically significant aspects of the environment can be controlled. This chamber will contain, among other things, a broad-spectrum polygraph for simultaneous recordings of a variety of psycho physiological reactions of the individual being studied. In this setting the various hypnotic, pharmacologic and sensory-environmental variables will be manipulated in a controlled fashion and quantitative and continuous recordings of the reactions of experimental subjects will be made.” 57
A 1951 declassified document also clarifies the kind of people that were employed by the CIA to teach hypnotism. 58 The document says,
“On 2 July 1951 approximately 1:00 p.m., the instruction began with deleted relating to the student some of his sexual experiences. Deleted stated that he had constantly used hypnotism as a means of inducing young girls to engage in sexual intercourse with him. Deleted a performer in deleted orchestra was forced to engage in sexual intercourse with deleted while under the influence of hypnotism...Deleted further stated that many times while going home on deleted, he would use hypnotic suggestion to have a girl turn around and talk to him and suggest sexual intercourse to him; and that as a result of these suggestions induced by him he spent approximately five nights a week away from home engaging in sexual intercourse.”
If you still find it hard to believe that people in power will use four year old children if it suits their needs, then I refer you to an interview done by Allen Abel of Saturday Night Magazine . 59 On February 10, 2001, Dr. Peter Suedfeld, President of the Canadian Psychology Association and Director of Canada’s Society for Academic Freedom and Scholarship, talked about selection of people for good performance as crew for a Mars mission. As a long time advisor to NASA, his solution was that an astronaut named Amanda Robinson be named as commander. “She’s four years old,” her grandfather says. She’s quite small that will be important in crew selection for a long-duration mission and she’s absolutely indomitable. Nothing gets her down. I call her Colonel. Boy, I’d love to live to see her go to Mars.”
Mr. Abel also reports in this article, that Dr. Suedfeld, a psychology professor at the University of British Columbia, “made few friends when he suggested in articles and lectures, that many people came out of the Nazi death camps in pretty good emotional shape.” The professor said, “Both the psychology and the Jewish communities accused me of trivializing the Holocaust by claiming people weren’t all that crippled by living through it.”
Now you tell me. Is using a four year old so hard to believe?
Chapter 3 - HOME SWEET HOME
Everything seemed back to normal when I found myself at home in the living room with my new little sister in a bassinet. 60 My aunt, my father’s only sister, looked over at me and said,
“You know Carol Lee, you don’t get to be your daddy’s Little Girl anymore.” xxii
I stood there looking up at her, hoping that it was true. Maybe my baby sister could take my place, and I wouldn’t have daddy’s awful thing stuck in my face and mouth anymore. I walked over to the dining room table, crawled