needed help. Was James doing his duty? Did Issy need anything? Of course Caroline always said she was fine and refused any help. She had made her choice and must live with it.
Now she looked unhappily at herself in the mirror. Her sweater was too snug; sheâd bet sheâd gained five pounds since sheâd become a cook. She rinsed her face, dabbed in some perfumeâCartierâs So Pretty, a gift from the ex that she had not used in yearsâand put on a clean white shirt, and a pair of gold sandals (it was cold but she was still hot from cooking), ran a brush through her hair, fluffed up her bangs, cleaned her red glasses and put them back on. Oh, sheâd forgotten lipstick. She smoothed on Revlonâs Just Enough Buff, then took a deep breath and went downstairs.
âYou havenât changed,â were Markâs first words, when he saw her.
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chapter 11
Still sitting on the couch upstairs, Issy lifted her eyes from the tweet sheâd just gotten from Lysander, an older boy (seventeen for Godâs sakes, and cute with itâand with whom she hoped to get a date) just in time to see her mom hurrying past the open door in a clean white shirt, hair combed and, Issy could swear, wearing lipstick.
âSam?â Issy turned to look at her friend, thinking Sam had a perfect nose, small and straight with a short upper lip that made her mouth appear to smile all the time, and blue eyes with long dark lashes. How a blonde like Sam got dark lashes while she, the dark one, got pale, was something that bewildered Issy. Life, she had decided, long ago, simply was not fair.
âWhat?â Samâs gaze hovered between a dance program on the telly where a skimpily-dressed young woman was being twirled around by a man in tight black pants while the audience applauded and scores were tallied, and a text message from a boy who Sammy knew fancied her, though she did not fancy him. âDo you think sheâs wearing Spanx under that dress?â she asked.
Issy studied the woman. âI donât see how she can. I mean sheâs almost not wearing anything.â
Sam twisted her blond pigtail, thoughtfully. âI wish I was her,â she said. âIâd like to be a dancer.â
âYouâre too short,â Issy said, though of course she would never have hurt Samâs feelings by telling her she was also too plump. Which was the truth. Sam was. A bit.
âAnd youâre too tall,â Sam said. âDo you think Rob Maclean fancies me?â
âNo.â
âOh.â
Issy frowned. âSam? Somethingâs going on with my mom. She just dashed up here, then dashed back down again, all done up.â
This time Sam turned to look at her. âYou mean, like, in a dress and heels?â
Issy hadnât seen her mother in a dress and heels since Singapore. âNo. But sheâd changed her sweater and combed her hair, and put lipstick on.â
Sammy laughed.
âYou donât get it!â Sam had not seen her point. âMom was going downstairs to the pub with lipstick on and her hair combed. That means she was going to see a man. â
âWhat man ?â Sam had never seen Caroline with any man.
âI think it might be my dad.â
Shocked, Sam sat up. âAre you sure?â
âWho else would she dash downstairs to see without even stopping to tell me?â
She picked up Blind Brenda and buried her face in the catâs scrappy fur. âIâm scared to go and look,â she mumbled. âImagine, Sam, Iâm scared in case itâs my own dad.â
âIâll go.â Sam got up, turned the TV volume down and tripped over the pizza box. âI remember what he looks like,â she added, because of course Issy had shown her photos of her good-looking father who Jesus called, when Sam wasnât meant to hear, âa deadbeat dad.â
Alone, Issy waited, anxiously stroking the cat for comfort. It
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