on the verge of asking about her, but again what was the point? He knew Frances would only remind him that he had Julietâs phone number and was quite capable of ringing her himself. The emptiness ballooned inside him.
âWell, anyway, Frances . . . As I say, I just rang to see that youâre OK.â
âAnd, as I say, Iâm fine.â
âYes. Well . . . Iâll be in touch.â
âFine.â
âGoodbye then, Frances.â
âGoodbye, Charles.â
Was he being hypersensitive, or had she put the phone down more abruptly than was strictly necessary?
Charles mooched disconsolately along the landing towards the door of his bedsitter. There was the remains of a half-bottle of Bellâs in there. At least he thought there was. On those days when he started sipping early, it was always difficult to remember how much there was left.
He was stopped by the sound of the phone ringing. To his amazement, it was Maurice.
The agentâs mood had changed totally, its previous euphoria supplanted by a dull gloom.
âWhatâs the matter?â asked Charles.
âMalcolm Tonbridge. Bloody Malcolm Tonbridge.â
âWhat about him?â A churlishly appealing thought insinuated itself into Charlesâs mind. âColumbia havenât gone off the idea, have they?â
âOh no, Hollywood are as keen as ever. Keener if anything.â
âSo?â
âMalcolm just rang me. Said now his careerâs taking off, he needs to be with a bigger agency.â
âOh.â
âPeople who specialise in movies. People whoâve got ârepresentation on the West Coastâ. He said he was grateful to me for all Iâd done for him, but heâs moving into a very specialised area and he needs to be looked after by specialists.â
âI see.â
âGod, Charles, I feel a complete failure.â
âWell, Iâm sorry, Maurice. But why on earth did you ring to tell
me
about it?â
âBecause, of everyone I know, youâre the one person who I thoughtâd really
understand
.â
âOh,â said Charles Paris, âthank you
very
much.â
Chapter Five
ONCE, IN A moment of eloquence assisted by Arthur Bellâs distillery, Charles Paris had defined the life of an actor as like that of a childâs glove puppet, spending most of its life crumpled and forgotten in the corner of a toy cupboard, and only fully alive when a warm hand was inserted into it. At the time the references to inserting warm hands into things had triggered a burst of crude innuendo, but Charles still thought there was something in the image. The hand of course, which animated the actorâs personality, was work. Give an actor a job, and suddenly he exists.
Pursuing this image through, it could be said that Charles Paris spent the four days after the first
Public Enemies
programme crumpled up and forgotten in the corner of a toy cupboard. He had made the necessary â or perhaps unnecessary â phone calls, to Maurice and Frances, on the morning after, and didnât feel inclined to ring either of them again. From his agent he would only get more unwittingly dismissive references to his own career and reproachful catalogues of the perfidies of Malcolm Tonbridge.
And from his wife he would get . . . He didnât quite know what he would get, but he didnât relish it. Something basic seemed to have changed in his relationship with Frances. Ever since heâd walked out â and indeed for much of the twelve years before â the marriage had been an on-off affair, but in the past he had always felt confident that any âoffâ would eventually give way to an âonâ. That core of certainty had now gone. The relationship had descended to a new bleakness, and the cold prospect that they might permanently lose contact had become increasingly feasible. Maybe Frances, finally and irrevocably, had had enough of him.