the room, he said, âI wanted to ask you if I can take you out.â
âNo, thank you.â
âIâm not eighteen like him; Iâm twenty one.â
âThanks, but no, thanks.â
âWhat, you like doctors? I got just as much as money as any of them do,â he said as he reached in his pocket and pulled out a stack of twenties.
His friend yelled out, âMan, she donât want you.â
And he was right. I was not that desperate yet.
After work, I couldnât wait to get home. On the way there, my mother asked me if I could watch my grandfather for her. I didnât have anything to do. I was off for the next few days. She could leave him home by himself, but he might not be there when she returned. Last summer, he went missing for eight hours. My mom sat him out on the porch to get air, and he took a two-hour walk downtown. They finally found him on a park bench, and he couldnât remember his name or where he lived.
âWhatâs up, Pops?â I asked as I entered the house.
He gave me his usual unchanged glance and turned his attention back to the television. All he ever did was watch television. Every now and then, he would ask me a question like, âWhat year is it, Adrienne?â
Iâd answer him. And then heâd wait ten minutes and ask me the same question. Then other nights heâd talk about when he met my grandmother or when he was a boy.
My mother whizzed past me, trying to put her shoes on while walking out the door. She said she would be back soon and left for her date. I poured myself iced tea and asked, âPops, you want anything?â
He shook his head no.
I then kicked my shoes off and stretched out. I sat in the lounge chair on the opposite end of the room from him and closed my eyes. I wished for a better life and placed my jacket over me and got comfortable. I was home on Friday night with my pops. This was not how I envisioned spending my twenties.
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My phone rang. I didnât feel like reaching for it. No one important had my number. I looked down at it, and it was Jeremy calling.
âYou really home? Where your boyfriend at?â he asked.
âI donât have one of them.â
âYou lying, a beautiful woman like you. Keep it real, somebody tries to talk to you at least three time a day.â
âNo, not at all. I just kind of broke up with someone.â
âYou broke up with him or he broke up with you?â
I didnât respond quickly enough, so he assumed correctly that I was broken up with. âI donât know whatâs wrong with him. You are beautiful and successful. A lot of men are either afraid of successful women or they want a woman to take care of them. And you have to commend yourself for not bending on what you want.â
âYou right.â
âSo donât beat yourself up,â he said.
âItâs hard,â I said as I felt myself getting emotional. We talked a little more; then I told him Iâd talk to him later. I closed the phone, turned my ringer off, and shut my eyes.
After talking to Jeremy, I felt a little better. He was right. I couldnât be mad at myself.
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Jeremy caught me coming out of a patientâs room.
âHey, beautiful.â He smiled.
âHi,â I said, as I kept walking toward the nurseâs station.
He looked goodâwhite shirt, gray oxford sweater, and black slacks, and his shoes were brown and polished.
âI just came up to tell you Iâm taking you out tonight.â
âOh, really?â I laughed.
âYeah, I want you to see that not all men are bad.â
âThanks, but I donât date people I work with.â
âYou donât work with me. I work downstairs, and you are all the way up here. I need your address so I can come pick you up.â
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Jeremy took me to this Brazilian restaurant. I had wanted to try the place for a while. I was impressed that he knew how to