ââhe did not relent. Where he is, and what he is doing now, I neither know nor wish to know.â
She realized she was gripping her cup so tightly the fragile handle was likely to break, and she loosened her hold. A demand that she give up her son had been her father-in-lawâs only reply to her frantic message, but his Inquisitive Lordship didnât need to know that. The less he knew of her, the less he might divulge in careless gossip at his club.
Cheverley was gazing at her thoughtfully. âHave you been in London long? I wonder Iâve not met you before.â
âI returned to England only a few months ago.â
âButâthat means you remained abroad for years after your husbandâs death! How did you manage?â
âWhen he was wounded I took him to the closest town, a small Portuguese village. Heâd taken a ball in the lung and there was no doctor to remove it. He lingered for a time beforeâ¦Well, I had done some painting, and afterâ¦it was over, the local lord, Don Alvero, commissioned me to do a portrait. It pleased him, and he was kind enough to recommend me to other nobles. Eventually I amassed sufficient funds to return to England and open my shop.â
âAlone, unprotected, a new widow in a war-torn country?â Cheverley shook his head in wonderment. âMadame, Iâm appalled! âTwas exceeding dangerous, was it not?â
She smiled at the dismay on his face. âOn, no! The villagers were wonderful to us. As the widow of an English hero who died fighting the French invaders, I was everywhere treated with the utmost respect. And I wasnât alone. Francesca has been with me since I arrived as a bride.â
âYou are the most courageous woman Iâve ever met,â he said flatly, awe and respect in his voice. âThe English lady who stayed behind to nurse her dying husband. I expect you became nearly a legend.â
She shrugged uncomfortably. âHardly that.â
âA legend,â he repeated softly. âAnd no wonder. I have trouble myself believing youâre real.â Slowly, as if he couldnât help himself, he reached a hand toward her. âYou are so very beautiful.â
She forced herself not to flinch from the warmth of his gloveless fingers when they touched her cheek. âBe assured I am quite real,â she replied somewhat unsteadily. âAnd safe, thanks to you.â
She thought for a moment he might kiss her, and swallowing hard, closed her eyes. But he removed his hand, and relieved, she looked back at him.
His fingers were trembling, as if he were holding himselfunder rigid control. âAnd so you shall remain. I spoke with Mr. Manners late this afternoon, and heâs already amassed quite a dossier on the, ah, enterprising Mr. Harding. Indeed, so full was his account of that gentlemanâs activities that Iâm told the man was moved to book passage on a ship leaving next week for the Americas.â
Before she could thank him yet again, he waved her to silence. âHis master is under scrutiny as well. Even if Mr. Harrington is indeed involved, I doubt heâd be foolish enough now to find another tool to implement his illegal designs. Though we plan to continue the surveillance another few weeks, to be sure all danger is past, I think you may feel safe in truth.â
âI cannot adequately express my thanks for all your efforts. Indeed, your consideration quite overwhelms me! You must allow me to reimburse your expenses. I could not cover them all immediately, of course, butââ
âOut of the question!â He held up both hands, as if warding off the suggestion. âDear lady, under no circumstances whatsoever could I take your money. Knowing you are safe is reward enough.â
He would not take her money. As the full implications of those words sank into consciousness, Emily barely heard the rest. Could she not leave it at that? Oh, how