he said, âWell, I guess it looks like Iâll be talking to Mom about keeping two dogs.â
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About the Author
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Liz Botts was born, raised, and still lives in northern Illinois with her husband and three small children (two boys and a baby girl). When not writing, she enjoys reading, sewing, trying new recipes, and homeschooling her kids. She is proud to pass her love of stories on to her children, and makes several trips to the library each week. After working with teenagers for several years, she decided to write stories about them instead.
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Chapter One
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âThe test was negative.â
Josh dropped his basketball on the floor, flopped down on one of my oversized chairs, and ran a hand through his sweaty brown hair. He took a long swig of water before he frowned in confusion.
âWhat test?â
I pulled a throw pillow onto my lap. The fringe tickled my fingers as I wove the long strands around my hand. âThe pregnancy test.â
The water bottle crunched in Joshâs hand as he stilled. I couldnât bring myself to look at him so I focused on the pillow. This must be what if felt like to drop a literal bomb on someone.
âPregnancy test?â His voice was high and slightly strangled.
My mouth went dry as hundreds of thoughts battered my mind at the same time. What was he thinking right now? I licked my lips before nodding slowly.
Josh deposited the crushed water bottle on the coffee table. He leaned forward, resting his arms on his knees. âHan, look at me,â he said, his voice low and soft, but serious. Finally, I forced myself to look up. I wasnât ready for the simultaneous looks of love and betrayal mixing in Joshâs eyes. A lump formed at the back of my throat. âTell me exactly what you are talking about.â
The words I wanted to speak were bottled up so I could only emit a terrified squeak. Shaking my head, I looked down at my hands again, clutching the pillow in desperation. A few tears trickled down my cheeks.
How could I explain myself? Nothing I could possibly say would adequately describe the terror I had felt when I realized I was late or the embarrassment of buying the pregnancy test. I couldnât explain that I should never have been in that position in the first place. That girl wasnât me.
The look of anguished hurt Iâd glimpsed in Joshâs eyes told me that he didnât comprehend how I could keep something like this from him. My addled brain didnât really understand how I could keep something like this from him either.
âHannah? Honey, please tell me whatâs going on.â Josh moved from the chair and kneeled and front of me, taking my hands he stroked the backs with his thumbs. âWhenâ¦did you think you were pregnant?â
The floodgates opened and tears streamed down my face. My stomach clenched as all the stress that had been building over the last few weeks poured out. Josh pulled me into his arms while I cried my heart out. As I soaked Joshâs shoulder, he simply held me tightly against his chest. The familiar scent of him made me cry harder.
Finally spent, I sagged back against the sofa and really looked at Josh for the first time all night. Worry was etched on his face, and I couldnât take the tenderness shining in his eyes. Angerâhot and irrationalâflared up in me.
âYes. I thought I was pregnant,â I snapped. âBut Iâm not.â
The concern changed to confusion, and Josh stood slowly. His eyebrows knit together as one corner of his mouth puckered into a lopsided frown. âHow could you not tell me?â
I sprang to my feet and started to pace the small living room. âAnd what would you have done if I had told you? What would we have done if Iâd been pregnant?â
Josh shrugged. âGotten married.â
My jaw dropped. I could feel it go slack. âMarried? Are you
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