to work two days a week on his land, and five at harvest time, which is when we have the most work on our own land. Father usually hires labourers to work for us, but itâs still a long, weary, aching business, working until five on Sir Edmundâs
land, then coming back to our own to start the harvesting again.
Robinâs mother is a villein too, but she never does her days in the fields.
âIâve got enough work of my own,â she says, âwithout doing some old windbagâs weeding for him. Let him come after me if he wants!â Sir Edmundâs steward doesnât fight, though. He fines her a couple of pence every manor court, which she never pays, and leaves it at that.
There are three ways to stop being a villein. You can be given your freedom, you can buy it, or you can run away and live in a town for a year and a day. Most people donât. My father actually had enough money to buy his freedom last year, but he used it to buy John Adamsonâs plough land in Three Oaks instead.
âBut you could have been free ,â I wailed.
âBut you could have been fed ,â he wailed back, and that was that.
I care about land as much as Father does, but I hate belonging to another person. Iâve always hated it, as far back as I can remember; itâs like an itch that wonât go away, no matter how hard you scratch it. Robin hates it too. When weâre grown and married, weâre going to work and work until weâve saved enough money to buy our freedom. And then our children will be free, and theyâll be able to go where they want and live how they want, without caring about Sir Edmund or the law or any of those things we have to worry about.
And thatâs a promise.
10. Little Edith
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â D o you think I should have told someone?â I say to Robin. Itâs a few days later, and weâre bringing the animals home from the pasture, me with our cow and the two oxen, Robin with their old milk cow with the crumpled horn. The sun is setting warm and hazy behind us.
âNo . . .â says Robin, but his voice is puzzled. âBut why do you care so much?â
Why do I care? I donât know. Yes, I do. Itâs because if I can keep little Edith â flaxen-haired Edith, small-boned and frail as a baby chick â if I can keep her alive, then thereâs hope for the rest of us: Ned and Maggie and Edward and all the muddle of people that I love. Except that by keeping her alive, I may be bringing this sickness closer to my family. It makes my head ache, trying to make sense of it. Am I being a good Christian by helping Radulf take in the homeless? Or am I stupid and careless and dangerous? If the sickness comes here â Isabel, itâs coming here too â will it be my fault?
âWouldnât you care?â I say, instead. âA little girl Nedâs age?â
âOf course . . .â says Robin. âBut plenty of little girls Nedâs age have died of this thing already.
âWell . . .â I say. âIf sheâs brought the miasma, itâs already here.â
In the last few days the number of refugees coming down our road has shrunk to almost none. Very few people have come north at all, in fact. No carters, no traders, no pardoners or pilgrims or any of the ordinary people travelling through the village on their way to Duresme or York. Itâs eerie.
At the forge, Robert the smith is shoeing a horse. His son holds the horseâs head, while Robert hammers the nails into the foot. There are a few women talking by the well and a little gaggle of children playing with a kitten at the side of the road. Tolly Hogg the swineherd is bringing the pigs back to the village and a few chickens are pecking in the dirt. Everything is ordinary, and happy, and safe.
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Back at the house, Alice is scolding Ned.
âI told you to mind the fire, not go and play dice on the green! Now look whatâs