whether heâs in his right mind or not. You try sleeping when you know someone has been in your house. As if everything would settle down if I could just relax.
Everett was still holding me like I might float off into the atmosphere otherwise. âCome home with me,â he said. But where was home, really?
âI canât. My dadââ
âIâll take care of it.â
I knew he would. It was why he was here. âThe house,â I said, gesturing to the broken-down boxes in the corners, the back door that needed fixing, all the items on my list that I hadnât tackled.
He shook his head. âIâll pay to have someone help finish up. Come on, you donât need to be here.â
But I shook my head again. It wasnât the organizing, or the fixing, or the cleaning. Not anymore. âI canât just leave. Not in the middle of this.â This being the wide eyes of the girl in the poster, watching us all, on every telephone pole, in every store window. This being the investigation, just beginning. This being the darkest parts of my family about to be broken open yet again.
Everett sighed. âYou called me for advice, and here it is: Itâs not safe for you here. This place, the cops are circling it like goddamn vultures, grasping anything they can. Theyâre interviewing people without cause. It doesnât make sense, but it doesnât change the fact that itâs happening.â
Everett didnât get why, but I did: Annaleise had sent a text to Officer Stewartâs personal cell the night before she disappeared, asking if he could answer some questions about the Corinne Prescott case. His return call the next day went straight to voicemail. By then she was already gone.
The cops were all from around here, had been here ten years ago when Corinne disappeared. Or theyâd heard the stories through the years, over drinks at the bar. Now there were two girls, barely adults, disappearing without a trace from the same town. And the last-known words from Annaleise were about Corinne Prescott.
It made perfect sense if you came from a place like Cooley Ridge.
If the entirety of Corinneâs official investigation existed inside that single box I pictured at the police station, Iâd imagine this was all the evidence you would see: one pregnancy test, stuffed into a box of candy and hidden at the bottom of the trash can; one ring with remnants of blood pulled from the caverns; cassette tapes with hours of interview reports to sort throughâfacts and lies and half-truths, wound up in a spool; Corinneâs phone records; and names. Names scrawled on ripped-up pieces of paper, enough pieces to pad the entire box, like stuffing.
Until recently, I imagined that this box was taped up and hidden in a corner, behind other, newer boxes. But now thereâs the feeling that all it would take is a simple nudge for it to topple over, and the lid to fall free, and the names to scatter across the dusty floor. The box is exactly like it is in Cooley Ridge. The past, boxed up and stacked out of sight. But never too far away.
Open the top because Annaleise mentioned Corinneâs name and disappeared. Close your eyes and reach your hand inside. Pull out a name.
Thatâs how it works here.
Thatâs whatâs happening.
Yes, I had called Everett for advice. For my dad. He couldâve told me what to do about the cops who were ambushing my senile father at his nursing home, but he hopped a plane three days ago and paid a ridiculous amount of cab fare and set up his own base of operations in the dining room. He showed up at this house and stood on the front porch because he said Iâd scared him, and I loved him for it. I loved that he came. But I couldnât dig through our history with him here. Couldnât figure out what the hell had happened to Annaleise without dragging him into it.
My advice to him: Leave. Leave before we pull you down with