Amber & Lochlann (Flesh & Blood) by E.M Reders Read Free Book Online Page B

in the world. It all dep ends on who does it really. I’ve had to feed some right bastards in my time, ones that are rough and brutal. You know the type. But then there are others. When the vampire is in control it is pure bliss, a tiny sting of pain and then heaven.”
    So Lochlann w as right, the bite wasn’t horrid. Well not if it was given by someone in control, someone that took care not to hurt the human feeding them. And he was also right that not everyone hated feeding, Raven looked anything but against it. Lochlann was always in control around her, his bite would be more pleasure than pain surely. She could imagine it, imagine his arms coming around her, him angling her head to the side, exposing her neck, sinking his sharp fangs in to her flesh. She shivered at the thought.
    “And the best bite,” Raven continued. “Comes during sex.”
    Wow! What?
    “Don’t look so shocked, I'm sure you know now that not all vamps are creeps like those immature young ones.”
    She did, Lochlann was far from like any vampire she had ever met. At times she had completely forgotten what he was, last night being one of those times. It had only been when he had said he needed a drink that she had remembered. He had even said that her blood was more appealing during climax. Did that mean that it would be more pleasurable for him during sex also?
    Why was she even wondering that? Sex was out of the question, wasn’t it? But the idea of sex with him was quite appealing.
    She didn’t tell Raven about what had happened between her and Lochlann, didn’t want to risk others finding out and judging her. Leaving Raven to prepare the bars for the night Amber headed back up to the room to make her own preparations, and to think over what she had learnt. 
    On her way back upstairs Amber had walked past Rachel’s office, her mind in turmoil. Was it best to tell her that she could no longer work for him, that it just wasn’t working out? That way nothing like last night would ever happen again. But as she had stood there outside the door her hand raised as if to knock she couldn’t bring herself to do it. Her heart ached at the thought of never seeing him again, of never feeling his gaze upon her, his hands. It hadn’t even been a week but already she was addicted to him, craved him.
    Excepting that quitting her private job was not an opti on she carried on up to the suite. There was no avoiding it, no avoiding what had happened during the lap dance and deep down she didn’t want to avoid it she wanted more of it. He was controlled, she could trust him, she knew she could. So tonight she would not hold back, she would carry on as normal and just go with the flow. Whatever happened, happened.
     
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    “Another feeding?”
    “Yes my dear and I am sorry that I have to keep coming but I don’t want to take any chances where Amber is concerned. She has not offered to feed me so I will not take from her, not unless she asks me to,” he told Marcy as they sat together in the living room of her small suite. He hated feeding from her so much, it wasn’t fair on her. She could always refuse but he knew she would never do that which made it worse.
    “Well I hope she does offer, I'm going to be running low on energy for a while if this keeps up,” she laughed offering her neck.
    “So do I.”
    As he bit down into Marcy’s soft aging neck he wondered if she ever would offe r to feed him. She had surprised him so much already, what with the lap dance, then allowing him to bring her to climax. But would it be enough? It would have to be. He and Tristan were going to talk to Marcy soon and then he would be leaving. If Amber was ‘Owned’ he would buy her from him no problem, but she wasn’t. He couldn’t demand her to come with him, to leave her life here behind, to quit her job. He had grown attached to her over the past week, had come to depend on her. Life wasn’t boring with her around; she brightened up his dark world, made