shrouded figure, sitting in a corner in stiff silence, shriveled up into a ball. She had sat with her shoulders gathered, feet tucked beneath her swollen belly, like she was trying to disappear into the wall. Her face was shielded from view with a soiled veil. She held a knotted clump of it under her chin. Abdullah could almost see the shame rising from her, like steam, the embarrassment, how small she felt, and he had felt a surprising swell of sympathy for his stepmother.
Mrs. Wahdati reached for the pack next to the cookie plate and lit herself a cigarette.
âWe took a long detour on the way, and I showed them a little of the city,â Uncle Nabi said.
âGood! Good,â Mrs. Wahdati said. âHave you been to Kabul before, Saboor?â
Father said, âOnce or twice, Bibi Sahib.â
âAnd, may I ask, what is your impression?â
Father shrugged. âItâs very crowded.â
âYes.â
Mr. Wahdati picked at a speck of lint on the sleeve of his jacket and looked down at the carpet.
âCrowded, yes, and at times tiresome as well,â his wife said.
Father nodded as if he understood.
âKabul is an island, really. Some say itâs progressive, and that may be true. Itâs true enough, I suppose, but itâs also out of touch with the rest of this country.â
Father looked down at the skullcap in his hands and blinked.
âDonât misunderstand me,â she said. âI would wholeheartedly support any progressive agenda coming out of the city. God knows this country could use it. Still, the city is sometimes a little too pleased with itself for my taste. I swear, the pomposity in this place.â She sighed. âIt does grow tiresome. Iâve always admired the countryside myself. I have a great fondness for it. The distant provinces, the
qaria
s, the small villages. The
real
Afghanistan, so to speak.â
Father nodded uncertainly.
âI may not agree with all or even most of the tribal traditions, but it seems to me that, out there, people live more authentic lives. They have a sturdiness about them. A refreshing humility. Hospitality too. And resilience. A sense of pride. Is that the right word, Suleiman?
Pride?
â
âStop it, Nila,â her husband said quietly.
A dense silence followed. Abdullah watched Mr. Wahdati drumming his fingers on the arm of his chair, and his wife, smiling tightly, the pink smudge on the butt end of her cigarette, her feet crossed at the ankles, her elbow resting on the arm of the chair.
âProbably not the right word,â she said, breaking the silence. â
Dignity
, perhaps.â She smiled, revealing teeth that were straightand white. Abdullah had never seen teeth like these. âThatâs it. Much better. People in the countryside carry a sense of dignity. They wear it, donât they? Like a badge? Iâm being genuine. I see it in you, Saboor.â
âThank you, Bibi Sahib,â Father muttered, shifting on the couch, still looking down at his skullcap.
Mrs. Wahdati nodded. She turned her gaze to Pari. âAnd, may I say, you are so lovely.â Pari nudged closer to Abdullah.
Slowly, Mrs. Wahdati recited, âToday I have seen the charm, the beauty, the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for.â She smiled. âRumi. Have you heard of him? Youâd think heâd composed it just for you, my dear.â
âMrs. Wahdati is an accomplished poet,â Uncle Nabi said.
Across the room, Mr. Wahdati reached for a cookie, split it in half, and took a small bite.
âNabi is being kind,â Mrs. Wahdati said, casting him a warm glance. Abdullah again caught a flush creeping up Uncle Nabiâs cheeks.
Mrs. Wahdati crushed her cigarette, giving the butt a series of sharp taps against the ashtray. âMaybe I could take the children somewhere?â she said.
Mr. Wahdati let out a breath huffily, slapped both palms against the arms of his