Zabelinâs a professional saboteur. If he were completely fit heâd be here with us right now.â Nosov said this with anger. Then he stood up and stepped out of the vat, resting his feet on an empty wooden crate, the kind they use to transport Kalashnikovs.
âSoldier, towel!â he thrust out his arm, waiting for Moscow to pass him the green rag that heâd already beenbrandishing for a while, almost like a votive offering, the ones they would put at the statues of pagan gods in ancient temples. Just then I realised that it wasnât a towel but a flag; it was green, with different-coloured stripes and some Arabic writing in white. Nosov took the flag and started drying himself, making the strangest faces.
I couldnât help laughing. His face turned serious and he asked:
âWhat the fuck are you laughing at, delinquent? I put my skin on the line every blessed day to conquer these shit flags â I have the right to use them to wipe my ass, since theyâre no good for anything else.â
Moscow laughed too, and bit off another hunk of black bread.
Nosov cut us short:
âListen, boy, this is how things work around here; until youâve had some experience in the clean-up crew, our family wonât accept you for military operations. Now go and eat, rest, and starting tomorrow youâll go and clear the fields. Just the other day we finished a mission close by, so youâll have some work to do. Then, weâll see.â
He started getting dressed, throwing the green flag to the ground. It was soaking wet; it had become a useless scrap of fabric, destined to be buried in the mud.
Moscow and I went back to the barracks, and on the way he told me how things worked in the unit. From what Iunderstood, the two most important rules were: donât try to escape, and eat at every opportunity.
âWhatâs this business about the clean-up crew?â I asked impatiently. âWhat fields am I supposed to clear? Itâs not like I have to go pick tomatoes, right?â
âReally? You havenât figured it out?â he said, giving me a sad look. âYou have to collect the bodies. They make you do it so you get used to contact with dead bodies, so you wonât have a hard time at the crucial moments. Weâve all been there, friend â youâll be on clean-up duty for a couple of weeks.â
The next morning, following Moscowâs directions, I reported for duty at a big military truck. There, on the wooden benches placed along the walls, sat ten others. I said hello and took my place.
The clean-up crew was composed of twenty people or so. Calling them âsoldiersâ didnât really seem right; they were like gravediggers, except they wore uniforms and drank a lot of alcohol.
Our job was very simple. We would go wherever battles had taken place, often major clashes, and gather all the bodies â human and animal â that we saw on the ground. We would toss the bodies into the truck, then jump in with them and take a pleasant ride back to camp.
My first âpickâ, as we called them, was in a half-destroyed and long abandoned village.
They gave me a pair of thick rubber gloves that wentall the way up to my armpits, typically used in the chemical protection units. Then they gave me a long rope with a slipknot at the top, like the kind people hang themselves with. One guy explained succinctly how to move the bodies:
âYou take two of them, tie their legs together with the rope and then drag them to the truck. Donât go through their pockets and donât take anything from the bodies, otherwise youâll be in deep shit. If you find any weapons, take them to the sergeant.â
The battle had taken place a few days earlier. There were bullet holes everywhere, and the streets were filled with craters from the explosions from mortar fire and hand grenades. At the entrance to the village there was a Russian armoured car,