it
around?”
“On my cell phone, Sir,” Angel admitted.
“Delete it.”
“Yes, Sir.”
“You left your Irlens on the couch where they could get broken. Do you know
how expensive they were?”
Angel put his hand over his mouth. “I‟m sorry, Sir.”
“Don‟t do it again. Now make some dinner. I‟m hungry.”
“Yes, Sir.”
Angel always reverted to Sir when he wanted to be extra respectful or because
he had done something wrong. Kael accepted that the boy was well aware of his
misconduct and left it at that.
When at last they sat down at the kitchen table, Angel presented a fairly
decent plate of fish and vegetables. He always set the table nicely with place mats
and napkins even though Kael rarely allowed them to use the dining room. They ate
in silence, Angel still wary, throwing him furtive glances here and there. When Kael
was finished, Angel removed the plates. “How was it, Daddy? I got the recipe for the
fish from Delia Smith on the TV.”
“ C’était bon. As-tu reçu des devoirs ?”
“What? Oh, it‟s French week. I forgot.” Angel was taking a GCSE—a General
Certificate of Secondary Education—in French, and Kael insisted on teaching him
other languages too, marking on the calendar which language he would be
reinforcing that week and insisting they speak it exclusively for at least an hour
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each day. Angel thought for a minute, then replied in French. “No, Sir. I had a free
period. I did my homework then.”
“ Bon garcon . Get the dishes done.”
By the time Angel joined him in the spacious living room, Kael was sitting on
the black leather couch with his laptop on his knees. An e-mail from the language
department confirmed what Conran had told him. His morning language classes
would now be taught by others. His afternoon classes, which often went into the
early evenings, were only Mondays, Tuesdays, and Wednesdays.
When he had been strictly an operative, weeks often went by before he got a
new assignment. But always he had his eye on the next, always training hard at the
gym, going for long runs beside the river or through Hyde Park, and practicing for
hours at the firing range. For recreation he would go to the opera or to Europe for a
few days. Every couple of months, he‟d visit his mum in Liverpool and take her on
fun excursions, doing things she never dreamed of when Kael was growing up. They
hadn‟t two ha‟pennies to rub together then, even though she worked every hour God
sent at the launderette and the old peoples‟ home.
The rest of the time he was in S and M bars finding subs to play with, having
sex at every opportunity.
What was he going to do with his time now? Angel was in college five days a
week, and he had to keep his boy in school so he could get his GCSEs and then his A
levels and go to university. Angel would have a future and a normal life. Just the
kind of normal, boring life Kael was attempting to live now with zero success.
“Daddy, do you want your whisky?”
“Yes.” He watched Angel go to the polished glass and oak sideboard and pour
whisky into a cut crystal tumbler. The boy‟s elegant, leggy walk always kept Kael‟s
gaze fixed on his backside. Angel gave him the glass with a little, respectful nod of
his head. Usually he threw himself down beside Kael in the evenings after dinner
and melded into his side for cuddle time. Tonight he stood waiting, still reticent
about taking any liberties.
Kael drank a mouthful of whisky before closing his laptop and putting it on the
side table. He stretched out his arm. “Come to Daddy, Angel.”
“Daddy, I‟m so sorry I was disrespectful.”
With a speed that would have been amusing under other circumstances, Angel
sat down beside Kael, tucked his feet under his buttocks, and leaned his head on
Kael‟s shoulder. His boy didn‟t screw up often, and when he did, he took his
punishment bravely, but when the moment of his forgiveness was